i had a dinner date with the older men from the office.
thak god for yanqing.
else i wld have died tolerating their crap in swensens.
i love those dudes.
how can i not when one's a lost indian foreign worker speaking hokkien.
and the other looks like an ex yellow ribbon convict blessed with einstein's brains?.

XOXO,
7:03:00 PM

effing hot chinese dude.
bloody hell.
shoot me dead,but i want him to win.
what a turn on.

and what the hell is that bloody
twohill and joakim still doing in the contest?
losers.
dunt shoot me.
shoot them!

XOXO,
6:29:00 AM

mum swore that she ll kill me if i go out today.
so i finally agreed to spend my Precious off day at home
cleaning mastan's trash and bash.
bloody hell.
freaking messy piece of pig sty.
whats with the files and the goldfishes.
and the cockroaches!
back to work tmorrow.
sigh.
but hell yea its pay day!
retail therapy!

XOXO,
2:32:00 AM

i lied today.
for the first time abt the color of my eyes.
some dumb nigerian first officer asked me whether it was real
and for the first time i said yes.
bloody hell.

well maybe im just sick and tired of entertaining all these foreigners.
i get captains and first officers from all over the world
asking me whether they r for real..
and time n time and again,
i ll say "oh no they r lenses.FAKE colored lenses"
some would jus smile and say the color looks gorgeous on me.
yea right console me u scums.
on the other hand,the rest of them would jus laugh it off and speak in some
timbaktu language abt lenses.

and today that clown actually believed me.
he was convinced and was in total awe of the possibility in a south east
asian chick being blessed with colored eyes.
crap.
we LIKE to console ourselves by pretending to be exotic u scums.
no big deal abt that.

they shld have seen the reaction of my cute ram service uncles instead.

i have an indian uncle who shouts out "Cleooooo--paaaaa--tra everytime he sees me
be it anywhere in the airport.
even when he's standing underneath the damn aircraft.
now how freaking cool is that?

XOXO,
10:19:00 AM

u proved my theory abt friends.
that they are just mere chapters in our book of life.
souls we meet at different stages/phases due to fate.
that there' a beginning and an end.
and once the chapter ends,we ll move on to the next one.
and the vicious cycle goes on.

I see no effort frm your end
in maintainin this friendship that ive been holding on too.
No calls No hangouts anymore.
No plans or first move to meet up.
nothing zilch.
I am getting tired.
Its about time that i let go.
So much for diamonds.

XOXO,
8:51:00 AM