...Boredom Kills.

Met up with Nini and Jonathan juz now in skool.He needed us to help him with sum stuff over at stagearts.The guy's in charge of Publicity and we r supposed to revamped the StageArts noticeboard by the 9th of june.So yea ..came up with the Theme and plans and all...and we r on our way of building up the gorgeous noticeboard by next week i guess.sheesh.
Great Spore Sale's on...Of all times..when im broke.No wunder ive heard of ppl even resorting to Selling Dates thru Telemarketing rite now haha!..oops...names shall not be mention to avoid the person being Laughed at.
Things i want :
-Gorgeous Charles & Keith Indian Sandals.
-Pyjama pants frm Bus stop.
-Punjabi suit.
-Decent pair of jeans.
-Eyeliner(Important!)
sigh..NO money..No shopping..NO nice stuff to wear.Im Sad.

anyways..this is for YOU
What's the time?
Seems its already morning
I see the sky, its so beautiful and blue
The TV's on
But the only thing showing is a picture of you

Spending my time
Watching the days go by
Feeling so small
I stare at the wall
Hoping that you think of me too
I'm spending my time

My friends keep telling me:
Hey, life will go on
Time will make sure ill get over you
This silly game of love you play it wif only to Lose.

XOXO,
1:02:00 AM

Finder's Keepers

"assalam mualaikom shakinah. im really sorry if im disturbing u at the moment. my name is firdhaus and im frm nyp also. i dont think u know me yet. im currently in my 2nd yr..how are u today? i got ur email from the school homepage. im sorry if me msging u is a bother ..
i just wish we could get to noe each other as frens...
take care. if u got anithing pls reply... thk u..
firdhaus"

After 4 mths of not checking my skool's email account,yesterday i finally did.Actually i finally remembered I had a skool email account sheesh.So as usual there were the normal Circulars on Sars sent by Lecturers bla bla...i had 3 pages full of emails sent...All of em were frm lecturers and Coz coordinators...on the Sars precautions.*Yawnz*
Untill i reach the last page,when i was juz abt to Delete all the Names of those Apeks ,I saw one which read.."Firdhaus H"..topic->"Hi Shakinah"....
I was abit blur for awhile coz nobody Has my skool's email account number(unless sumone gets ur name and find u frm our skool's student's directory homepage) cept for the Mentors,Lecturers...bla bla..So i clicked and that was what i found...

This Email by mr Firdhaus was sent In February...and i juz got it Now..sheesh! Memalukan..and i have no i dea who he is.I dunnoe any Firdhaus frm skool..Nyp's Huge..so many Firdhauses Around and yea he forgot to put his Coz..*sigh*..Well im sorry for only checking my mail now mr Firdhaus and hmm however i do hope u miraculously stumble upon my site and tag me.Then we can be Frens:)..sheesh..after 4 mths..i doubt u even rem..hahaha!

XOXO,
8:32:00 PM

INHUMAN!

"Hong Kong scientists said recently they found the coronavirus - believed to cause severe acute respiratory syndrome - in civet cats, racoon dogs and badgers.
Civets, not true cats, are members of the ferret family.
The scientists believe the disease jumped from civets to people."-->Straits Times.

First the freaking Sars virus was frm Birds then Chickens then Cockroaches then now Cats!???....u guys sick or sumthing!?...and whats wrong wif keeping a cat in a HDB flat,u AVA dickheads.Stop killing them! argh..im sooo Pist!whats wif the Culling?...U humans cant even Take care of urselfs and u blame Animals for spreading the diseases ! for goodness sake did anyone saw the living conditions in HONG KONG recently, with all those old ppl complaining and all...uve got like the Whole place dirtied and littered with ur Freaking Undies and ur Blaming it now on the Cats?! Please Open ur "BIG BIG" eyes and take a look around....u PPL are the Inhumane Ones who can eat anything frm CAT and Dog meat to Even HUman Foetuses and u still got the cheek to call em "Asia's Exotic Cuisine!"
And now when ur Cursed with this disease, u blame it on the creatures u KILLed!..Bloody Uncivilized barbarians! PPl have been taking care of Strays since the Kampung days..how come UR Great grandparents arent Infected wif Sars at tt time!? If any one of u shitheads dare lay a finger on my corleone or tiger, i swear ull die a terrible death , u wished u didnt lived at all..anyways y didnt anyone Blame the Pigs!? they r the animals who eat their own shit and play around in mud all day long!.NO offence to anyone in particular but if Anyone really does get offended then scram.i dunt give a damn..Wake UP and smell the Cofee u Idiots!

And to all u Typical Kiasu Freaked out Sporeans out there READ this-->
Can Kitty pass Sars virus to you?

XOXO,
10:07:00 PM

Ive always love to read stories on Muslim Converts.Very much Fascinated by them and how they actually find their way into the Light.Sumtimes i feel that These Converts make much better muslims then sum of us(the Muslims by nature) do.

Ive been visiting Hasina's site alot lately.Shes a fren of my sis.And she does have quite a number of coversion Stories posted up.Do check her out! esp the posts : The Introduction and Decision (Testimony of Aminah Assilmi),Testimony of Muhammed Iqbal bin Abdullah and Testimony of Yusuf Islam (Formerly Cat Stevens).

My all time fav though has to be Aminah's Testimony.
esp the part where she said,
"How much more we love the light...If once we lived in Darkness."

XOXO,
6:17:00 PM

Memories...

Finally Managed to Communicate with Atiqah last nite.We exchanged contacts and added each other on our msn's list.Shes still de same i must say.i swear i only Turn HYper BIn Active whenever im wif her.Ok maybe im always Hyper but not exactly Hyper HYper.Shes been my closest bud since primary skool all de way till secondary 4.All thru those growing up years when i was still a naive insensible Coconut with no logical explanation behind everything i do.NOw at least i can say there's reason.

It has always been Tiqah,Fara(nanti aku pass kau die nye email add ok?!) and me all de time.Secondary skool life was a bliss wif this 2 ppl.We practically luffed,cried,eat,sleep together.sheesh.Tiqa was more of a silent killer,ull have to noe her first to get her started,Fara has always been the quiet sensible one who sleeps alot,and me...well im just the same Jabbering Idiot who toks nonstop with whoever who wants to get entertained.So yea there were the normal friends and foes.But i do have to say this 2 ppl were the Only ones always standing By my side no matter what,even if im the one at fault.Whoever i hate,they hate.Whoevever they hate,i hate.Simple Formula.We had our fair share of Embarrasing Catfights in skool with other girls(Malunyerrr akuuu!),leading us to even the freaking principal's office several times not to mention detention and washing the skool corridor for ME when i was caught eating chewing gumn in class..sheesh..And yea the short skirts,who cld forget...It was DE trend a few yrs ago.Im not sure abt it now though.I still do think that Singapore skool rules suck up till today.I mean what harm wld it be if u wear ANKLE socks to skool? for goodness sake,its not as if boys will be kissing ur legs rite if u do coz its to "exposed".Lameness.

After the Os,All 3 of us separated.Im sure alot of ppl in de world were happy when TT happened.And thanks to that , Tiqah sumhow in one way or another drifted apart frm us.Fara 's always in contact wif me no matter what.BUt she juz disappeared for unseen reasons.Obviously we missed her tons.And we were all BUsy in our own ways.But after last nite's conversation wif her,im glad to noe that shes still the same freak i noe since primary 4.There's soo many things i wanna tok to her abt but ill guess we ll takee it one step at a time then...And yea ill prolly be meeting her this sunday.Her sister's getting married.sheesh!..and yea Fara ur invited!...nak ikut!?Call me ok?..
ah well i will be meeting up with Sharon in awhile,pass her my precious Babies,My history notes.That girl needs help in History Bigtime.HOw can anyone be soo UNinterested in the Russian Revolution?!.Its one of my favourite chapters.sheesh.

XOXO,
7:35:00 PM

Aight,Nothing much to blog abt today so since Inshirah and Ayu has put up their self made poems.Here goes nothing.
(this was sumthing i wrote for A particular Someone in Sec 4,not a poem exactly..more like a song)

I feel like im Falling,
And im Drowning,
Please understand Just what i Meant.
It seems that Unknowing ,
Im the One Hurting.
My apologies,
Ill never Hurt u Please.

What i would do just to Make You see,
That all this Hurt lies Deep Within Me.
Times when i reach out for You to hear my Plea,
You get me Wrong,
My apologies.

I wish You would Hold me,
And Engulf me.
Ease off my Pain,Be my World again.
Take my Hands and join me,
Walk this Path wif Me,
Till the end of Time
Please just Stay Mine.

XOXO,
7:57:00 PM

My Demented Insane Siblings juz did the most Unbelievable thing .I mean they r capable of Insane Acts of Nature but i cannot registered what they juz did properly in my brains.My sis,The Nobrainner Stuffed her Pyjamas inside the Freaking FREEZER.Juz like how u wld stuff a dead body in a freezer,yea she did that.And now the Stupid Brother of mine did the same thing too.Blood and Ashes!...and to think i tot i was the sickest in the Family.And now after FREEZING their PYjamas in the FREEZER,they r actually FIGHTING for de Fan.Bloody Mammals.I cant believe this.My siblings cld be Agents for all i noe.Bunch of Freaks.Help!!!

XOXO,
7:17:00 AM