excuse me, while i tend to my emotions for awhilewhy are weekends so short?
oh why oh why am i only twenty?
sometimes i wish im old and rich enough to get married.
and that feroz is 5 or 6 years older then me.
then i ll get to see him everyday after work.
sigh.
its 15 mins into his booked-in time and i missed him already.
this routine is getting tiring.
and frustrating and irritating.
i fucking hate mondays to thursdays.
i hate to go on msn on weekdays cause he wunt be there to disturb me.
i hate to go anywhere cause everywhere reminds me of him.
i hate to look at my hp cause i see him smiling back at me.
i hate to go out with him on sundays cause we ll both be horribly depress when its time to go home.
i hate to hug him goodbye cause it ll only make me wanna cry all the time!!!
i hate to do anything cause everything i do reminds me of him.
and its so oh fuckin depressing!!
we might as well get married!!
muhammad feroz, if u ever get to read this post on friday,
i am telling u,
after all tiring emotions that im going thru thanks to ur stinking face..
u better marry me..
or else,
i ll leave ur head on the sidewalk of serangoon mrt station behind the 853 bus stop!
and the rest of ur body parts shall go to the tuas incinerator!
*bluek*