Saturday, April 12, 2003

"Happy Happy stuffs"

Went to Grandma's house today.Had the usual normal reunion with my gd old cousins',,,the usual accomplices...me bubu zahidah zaid zahirah khalid mastan and khabir.
Zaid told me to stop whining on my blog..According to him,im NEVER happy wif the world.(And u can stop calling me Metalzone now)....idiot....so now im suppose to come up with a "happy" blog and not a "fark de world " blog....but ...hmmm..i guess tts gona be tuff...But hey today was a NOrmal "happy" day....till the end i suppose.
We manage to get a sneak preview of De Wedding's Video Tape.It was like soo awkward watching myself on TV..thats y ive always Hated video Tapes(oh shit..i aint suppose to complain,fine my mistake).BUt its cool to watch the rest looking at their dumbest...haha..Luffing at Zaid when he looks like a Dwarf beside Khabir and Zahidah dancing her ass off with Alias Kadir at her back...checking out her ass i suppose:)

So now im back at home wif a splitting headache ..god noes y...and i cant believe i left my bag there...My "first Aid" makeup kit's in it..my wallet's in it...everything's in it!..argh..how could i have been so forgetfull...dumb dumb dumb...but never mind..Think Happy Happy stuffs ppl!..Gd nite..sweet dreams and sleep Well**pukes*(this is soo not me)

XOXO,
6:52:00 AM

Friday, April 11, 2003

Finally...

Javascript 's a bitch.Cracked up my brains for 3 days and 2 nites juz over it,before it finally stop bitching on me.Bloody hell,ive never worked on any project the way ive worked on this one.Isolating myself and communicating wif my family members only when i was hungry.I cldnt eat,cldnt sleep,NEARLY cldnt breathe while i was at it.And now im proud to say tt ive finally handed up my project to my Very useless tutor,who's an ass himself.Very very special Thanks to MR ALBERT CHUA aka Hitler,for being there the most..haha..this is beginning to sound gross...I owe him a bowl of shark's fin soup.Oh by de way,he thinks im the weirdest freak he has come across in nyp so far.and i forced myself to forgive him over DE mistake he did weeks ago.He pointed his Red LASER beam thingy at me during a lecture and told me to SHUTUP in the midst of 5 god damn Classes juz coz i was attempting to Sing a chinese song..i didnt noe it was TT loud..sheesh.

So now i can Finally sleep,eat and Breathe properly without having nightmares of Document writes,functions,if elses staements.. and Vars and Wat so have u..i need to get my life back . I need money.i need to go shopping.i need to meet up with all my buddies whom ive ignored and catch up on the latest gossip.

BUt right now,all i want is my 'bantal busuk',my cup of hot milo and my evanescence's album playing on the radio. wat i need is a Good sleep..(25 hrs perhaps?)

XOXO,
4:10:00 AM

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

Freaks of Nature
Lots of Dumb things happening all around us nowadaes..hmm..i wunder wats up with
~The Sars outbreak which cause the death of 8 out of 3 million ppl in spore,and another 100+ infected.And another 2 million on a freak race to avoid getting it.
~The Neverending War btw the lame bush and the obviously not Dead Saddam.
~The Self Declared popular Gay celebrity who committed suicide due to a Broken heart and yet Handed over all his Millions to his gay partner who caused it.*sheesh*
~The Very free buggers...going around on ppl's blogsites ,"correcting" that particular blogger's race.(we dun need ur theories,shoo doggie...)
~Ppl fighting for Seats on the MRT trains in de morning...by placing themselves nicely on the yellow line itself so as to be the closest to the seats when the doors open.Close enuf to kiss the train's windows...(oops..thats considered common in spore i suppose)
~ The Rapid Increase of Minahs with no eyebrows and Mat Tapers?(is tt how u spell it?)
~Nanyang Polytechnic stoppping all lectures,but not stopping the rest..i mean if Sars wunt spread during lectures...It wld eventually spread during the tutorials and the Practicals rite??!..no Difference..wat a big Cock up mess...

Wats wrong wif de world man.And forget it,That phrase "Peace no war"..its juz a "make u feel good" phrase.Doesnt work.So dun bother screaming it out loud or sumthing.No one will hear u...even if they do...they ll pretend they didnt.

PS:CNN and BBC r the biggest Mother Farking Liars.

XOXO,
3:52:00 AM

Monday, April 07, 2003

Lost.

Lots of bad things have been taking place these few days.In skool and esp at home.It gets damn frustrating sumtimes.There's no point being nice when niceness is not appreciated at all.I feel so sick and lost. People juz simply refuse to understand u even if they cld,God noes y.I dun look forward to going home nowadaes.I feel like coming back home really really late so i wunt have to c their faces.i hope its juz a dumb period of time in my life tt will pass on. i dunt want it to stay.y cant they juz leave me alone?

XOXO,
5:15:00 PM


Perfect by Nature
Icons of Self Indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when your pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Without the mask where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie.

I know the truth now...
I know who you are...
And I don't love you anymore.

It never was and never will be
Your not real and you can't save me
Somehow how now your everybody's fool.

~*Evanescence's Everybody's Fool*~

XOXO,
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