Get lost.

im angry.
angry at everything.anything.
For no reason or whatsoever.

its juz one of those days where u juz feel like Screaming ur lungs out and telling everyone how much u Detest them.
and that u dunt want them to be anywhere near you.

to get away from my sight.
Get out of my mind.
Juz Leave me alone.

im sick.
Both Physically N Mentally.
Lethargic's the Word.

I cant even get myself to do another damn thing.
Im suppose to Start Preparing for my "German Roleplay" tomorrow.
But no..i cant seem to drag myself out of planet "Numb" to do anything else.

Damn it.
Leave me alone wil YOU?

XOXO,
11:39:00 PM

Popular?

Live Audio's Fiesco Nite's going on right at this very moment.
and where am i?..
at Home.

Was on my way back home at around 7 plus ..after hanging out with saran for awhile..
and i saw some of my buddies from The "voiceout" clan...asked me to tag along to Fiesco with em..
I thought abt going at first..juz hang out and have some fun with my frens in there..
but half of my mind screams out a BIG NO.
so yea i politely declined the Offer.

On my way out from skool:
i saw Tons Of "Hiphoppers" on their way there...
Minahs who dressed up Ala JLO and Ashanti Style ,In all their High almighty Make up Galore
screaming out "sial la" like a million times.

Mats in Big big Shirts and Chains ala JARULe and SnoopDoggydog(!?) style with smelly ciggies btw their fingers..
Having the time of their life checking out which chick has the biggest ass..

(Wunt be suprise if sum of em are not even students from NYP..)

and i thank god that i decided not to go..
Cant Imagine how i wld Breathe in there..Infested with Minahs and Mats shaking their asses to
..Mariah carey's "Baby if u give it to me" song..
ill juz puke n die .

and yea..sorry Pocong...
I was seriously thinking abt going..and supporting ur event..!
i seriously wanted to go n watch Stagearts perform and all the dance items..
The event itself is really tempting i must say..
But..hell..how the hell am i suppose to fit in there with all those ppl?!!!?..

Issit juz me or is there sumthing wrong with these ppl?
Sheesh..sumtimes i wish i was more on the "normal" side..
but then again..
can sumone Define Normality for me please?

XOXO,
5:57:00 AM

Stand up n VoiceOut!

Yesterday was Our very Much awaited Voiceout Event.
Sigh..what can i say...It was prob one of the best days i had in Skool!

Congratulations to Alwardi aka Pocong's Band for coming in First for the Band Category.
U guys deserved it.. Sumhow i knew they wld win from the start ..hmmm..
and i must say..The rest of the bands were equally good..

A very BIG THank you to my Lovable Backstage crew.
I simply Love you people..

Munira: For accompanying me..everywhere...everytime i needed sumone around;)
My runners-Herman and Desmond: for Running around on my Every order..
My NInjas-Pretty malay girl(i forgot her name)..and Shah: For all the Mic stands and Chairs needed for the show..Lol.

My Backstage IC-Clement and Geoffrey: for all the Sweets u have given me to destress myself..Lol..and For being so Efficient in your work..that i dunt even need to scream at all.

My Holding Room IC-John: For Repeating the Rules over n over again and for Tolerating the Contestants Behaviour in the Holding room..(trust me ,it wasnt easy taking care of all the bands backstage..they were behaving like MONKEYS)

My Assistant Program Manager:YanxinFor constantly reminding me to Concentrateee...

Come to think of it..Im kinda Depress that this whole Event's Over.

Despite all the Chaotic shit we got ourselves into for the first few rehearsals..the Real thing actually went pretty well...(besides..One Duet contestant who actually forgot their lyrics and thanks to tt..we had to repeat their part of the show).Everyone Involved did their very Best..that was Obvious.

and it really felt good when The Seniors came up to us and told us that the show went really well...
Weiliang: Mr Fierce Senior Aka VP of SIT club actually shake hands with me and told me it was a Good show!*gasps*

and oh yea..Thank you to Sameer aka Dj Sam for all the Guidance and Entertainment given To the Techcrew,Hadirman and me Over On the "Comm Set".Im sure we wld be in a state of "Frenzied-Ness" if it wasnt for ur Jokes.Haha..

so now..
there wunt be anymore trial runs...
i wunt get irritated by Hadirman anymore..
i wunt get disturbed by Vickrant,Shaun Michael,Amin and Herman anymore
(for those who dunt noe..The no of Nicknames given to me have been increasing Rapidly..thanks to the ppl mention above.)
i wunt get to Skip classes anymore...
i wunt get to Run around the Auditorium like as if it belongs to my father anymore..
*sigh*..
Back to skoolwork i guess..
*knocks myself*..
Damnit..im so gona Miss you ppl...sheesh.

XOXO,
7:53:00 PM

Sentosa

Aight..the FamilyDay pics are up..
We went to Sentosa on Sunday....and sheesh..Yea Shelly...I dunt Noe how to Swim:(..*gasps*..
I actually nearly drowned..thanks to my Smart sister~!
Nevertheless..Forget abt that...

In the Merlion..

The Family.

My younger brother,Mastan aka the Pest the Twit and the Crap.

Mastan aka "Jack Sparrow"

Our 2 TourGuides for tt Day:)

XOXO,
6:07:00 PM