♥ Saturday, January 24, 2004
JCSF,KKKG,SSGG
my scumbag n me;)
just the four of us.
and again.
and again.
my scumbag n me;)
just the four of us.
and again.
and again.
XOXO,
5:56:00 AM
5:56:00 AM
♥ Friday, January 23, 2004
This is one long quiz..hmmm
Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and
covered in scales, they shimmer with strength
and magic. They are the most obvious display of
your power - though it runs equally throughout
your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and
grave, with a profound sense of justice. You
have firm ideas about what is right and what is
wrong and set out to fix what problems you can.
You realize that you are more capable of
dealing with life and evil than most, and as
such you see it as your responsibility to
protect those who cannot defend themselves. You
have existed since antiquity and as such you
are wise far beyond your years in this
lifetime. While you strive for fairness and
peace, if someone should steal from your cave
of treasure (though not all that glitters is
gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one
who is close to you - they have signed their
death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and
will unleash it upon such people immediately
and mercilessly. Arguing with you is
useless...you rarely back down and are known
for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you
feel intensely burdened with the troubles of
others...acting as a Guardian can get so
wearisome. But you never give up...you see it
as your life's mission. Often very introverted,
you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a
combination of intelligence, creativity, power,
beauty, and magic is often intimidating to
those around you - who are also unlikely to
understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious,
and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with
whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you
have enchanted people for centuries, and will
continue to do so.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla
Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and
covered in scales, they shimmer with strength
and magic. They are the most obvious display of
your power - though it runs equally throughout
your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and
grave, with a profound sense of justice. You
have firm ideas about what is right and what is
wrong and set out to fix what problems you can.
You realize that you are more capable of
dealing with life and evil than most, and as
such you see it as your responsibility to
protect those who cannot defend themselves. You
have existed since antiquity and as such you
are wise far beyond your years in this
lifetime. While you strive for fairness and
peace, if someone should steal from your cave
of treasure (though not all that glitters is
gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one
who is close to you - they have signed their
death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and
will unleash it upon such people immediately
and mercilessly. Arguing with you is
useless...you rarely back down and are known
for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you
feel intensely burdened with the troubles of
others...acting as a Guardian can get so
wearisome. But you never give up...you see it
as your life's mission. Often very introverted,
you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a
combination of intelligence, creativity, power,
beauty, and magic is often intimidating to
those around you - who are also unlikely to
understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious,
and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with
whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you
have enchanted people for centuries, and will
continue to do so.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla
XOXO,
7:21:00 AM
7:21:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, January 21, 2004
To the Faithful depart.
its been 2 years since she died.
2 years.
and i still remembered clearly how she had collapsed.
how i last saw her drew her last few breathes.
before she fell into her deep slumber.
how paled she had looked lying on that bed.
with her eyes closed.
i didnt wanna believed it at first.i refused too.
i believed that she was strong.
and that it was too early for her to leave us.
she has always been there for us.
how cld she possibly leave now?
she promised us that shes gona be there.
watch us grow.
be there for our weddings.
how shes gona interrogate our husbands.
and how shes gona take care of our babies.
in future.
i even thought i saw her grinning while she was in that coma.
was juz waiting for her to wake up and tell us its juz a prank.
but then slowly we saw her very life slipped away.
the only thing that kept her going was a machine.
it was the hardest thing to do.
letting her go.
but let her go, we did.
her funeral was a mental turmoil.
everyone cldnt accept the fact that the very soul and life of the family had to go first.
she was the closest to us.
and she left.
juz like that.
her presence is still very much missed in this family.
even after 2 years.
she has always been the 2nd mother to us.
no more phone calls.
no more screaming at me to get off the net so that she can get thru calling my house..
no more late night outs to chong pang to drink soya bean.
no more morning market trips with her.
no more scolding from her on what a lazy pig im at home.
no more Boyfren enquiries from her.
no more.no more.no more.
its been quiet for 2 years already.
and i missed her tremendously.
in the midst of my hectic life,
i have the tendency to wonder abt her now and then.
i wonder how she is now.
i hope shes fine.she should be.
being the good person that she was.
her presence is still very much felt in this house.
she was and will always be my favourite aunt.
no one can ever replaced that.
may her soul rest in eternal peace,god-willingly.
its been 2 years since she died.
2 years.
and i still remembered clearly how she had collapsed.
how i last saw her drew her last few breathes.
before she fell into her deep slumber.
how paled she had looked lying on that bed.
with her eyes closed.
i didnt wanna believed it at first.i refused too.
i believed that she was strong.
and that it was too early for her to leave us.
she has always been there for us.
how cld she possibly leave now?
she promised us that shes gona be there.
watch us grow.
be there for our weddings.
how shes gona interrogate our husbands.
and how shes gona take care of our babies.
in future.
i even thought i saw her grinning while she was in that coma.
was juz waiting for her to wake up and tell us its juz a prank.
but then slowly we saw her very life slipped away.
the only thing that kept her going was a machine.
it was the hardest thing to do.
letting her go.
but let her go, we did.
her funeral was a mental turmoil.
everyone cldnt accept the fact that the very soul and life of the family had to go first.
she was the closest to us.
and she left.
juz like that.
her presence is still very much missed in this family.
even after 2 years.
she has always been the 2nd mother to us.
no more phone calls.
no more screaming at me to get off the net so that she can get thru calling my house..
no more late night outs to chong pang to drink soya bean.
no more morning market trips with her.
no more scolding from her on what a lazy pig im at home.
no more Boyfren enquiries from her.
no more.no more.no more.
its been quiet for 2 years already.
and i missed her tremendously.
in the midst of my hectic life,
i have the tendency to wonder abt her now and then.
i wonder how she is now.
i hope shes fine.she should be.
being the good person that she was.
her presence is still very much felt in this house.
she was and will always be my favourite aunt.
no one can ever replaced that.
may her soul rest in eternal peace,god-willingly.
XOXO,
5:16:00 PM
5:16:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Im so hooked up on this song..even decided to put it on my site for the current moment..njoy;)
Too lost in you
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you.
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
Too lost in you
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you.
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
XOXO,
5:14:00 AM
5:14:00 AM
♥ Monday, January 19, 2004
Fragile Glass Doll
the pieces all fell into place.
i finally knew..
and now im pretty much disturbed n even more affected.
im not the perfect friend for you..
but despite everything..
im sorry for not being there for you during those times when u needed sumone to tok to.
im sorry for not being there for you when you needed sumone to cry to.
just wanted you to know that despite everything,
i still think that you r an epitome of the perfect lady.
My impression of you has not changed for the slightest bit.
Instead,
i respect you even more for being so strong all these times when u were alone.
i would have been lost myself if i were you.
truth to be told,
im worried sick about you right now.
u dunt deserve this shit.not now.
not at all.
god willing,
everything's gona be alright.
greener pastures will come for you.
for now,
juz stay strong aight?
you are still very much loved by the rest of us:)
and i think your website 's lovely babe.
the pieces all fell into place.
i finally knew..
and now im pretty much disturbed n even more affected.
im not the perfect friend for you..
but despite everything..
im sorry for not being there for you during those times when u needed sumone to tok to.
im sorry for not being there for you when you needed sumone to cry to.
just wanted you to know that despite everything,
i still think that you r an epitome of the perfect lady.
My impression of you has not changed for the slightest bit.
Instead,
i respect you even more for being so strong all these times when u were alone.
i would have been lost myself if i were you.
truth to be told,
im worried sick about you right now.
u dunt deserve this shit.not now.
not at all.
god willing,
everything's gona be alright.
greener pastures will come for you.
for now,
juz stay strong aight?
you are still very much loved by the rest of us:)
and i think your website 's lovely babe.
XOXO,
3:44:00 PM
3:44:00 PM