Good sunday morning to everyone of u;)..ive always Love This song...*evilgrinz*

Sunday Morning!
Sappy pathetic little me
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning

I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well

You're trying my shoes on for a change
They look so good but fit so strange
Out of fashion so I can complain

You came in with the breeze
On Sunday Morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning

I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well... so well

I know who I am, but who are you?
You're not looking like you used to
You're on the other side of the mirror
So nothing's looking quite as clear

Thank you, for turning on the light
Thank you, now you're the parasite
I didn't think you had it in you
And now, you're looking like I used to!

XOXO,
7:30:00 PM

My dear Papa and Fireworks.

National Day :
7.00am: Dragged myself out of Bed despite Sleeping at 3am in the morning thanks to Saran.
8.30am: Reason for waking up so early was to MEET up with Our dear Mr Hadirman whom i needed to pass the Proposal to.
Supposedly,he had marching to do at the padang and he HAD to meet me at Bishan at 830AM of all the bloody time in the world.
Can i wring his neck please?

9.00am: Got back home..still in my DODO mode.Toss everything and went back to bed.dreamt abt wringing Hadirman's Neck while at it.
9.30am:Papa got back and woke me up to Have Breakfast.
10am: Continued sleeping frm where i stopped.
*Note that all the while i was in my grumpiest Mood.

1pm: Woke up...Clean up the house..and got ready to go out.
Dad supposedly wanted to See the Fireworks.

5pm:Papa Mama Mastan and me...Lazing around on One pathetic small Mat in East Coast Park amng the many other PPl who were there to see the
Fireworks too.

6pm:Got out from east Coast coz MUM got bored and needed a drink...so we drove all the way to the nearest KFC and Dad Intended to go all the way to
WaterFront to see the Fireworks.

7pm:stuck in a Jam..or rather really slow Moving Traffic...Found out that the Road towards Waterfront was Closed ..so we cldnt go there.Halfway thru..the
Car started giving Papa problems.gear cldnt Move...and sumthing smelled really really bad.Papa still wanted to see the FireWorks.

8pm:Car Broke down on Us Halfway thru while we were at MountBatten Road so before it explodes or sumthing...Papa decides to Stop the car there and
Walk all the way to see the Fireworks.

830pm: After getting drinks and going for our 5 minute Loo sessions at the nearest Esso, we continued walking and walking towards the Stadium coz Papa wanted to see the FireWorks.

we realised that we were walking in the wrong direction when i saw Pink Sparks shooting up into the sky in Kampung Arang's Direction..
So like evryone there..Papa dragged us all the way to the nearest wide open space so that we can get a clear view of the Fireworks at last..which we did..
it was Beautiful and papa in all HIs Frustration ..(abt the car and all) was delighted at last.and proud of himself ...i guess..

I didnt really cared much abt the Fireworks though...i was more touched by My dear Papa's Effort to make Our National day a simple and sweet one to remember.So it was Worth all the shit we went thru today....*sigh* i love my papa...;)

XOXO,
7:36:00 AM

Dream Scenario

Life has been going thru a particular cycle for me for de past one week.
Ill come to skool in the morning..juz to check the proposal...
Freeze my poor self in de lab ...

Then run away for Lunch with diff frens..
Munira on Wednesday.Sofyan yesterday ...Lynn and Yanqing today..
Then back to skool again for classes..
then halfway thru my labs..ill walk out frm em..and pass up the Proposal ..
only to have it rejected in my Face again..
and not coz of huge mistakes..
its coz of dumb grammatical errors..which none of us noticed...
*slaps my forehead*

Had Early dinner with Saran,Hai Han and Chris at KFC juz now..after skool..
Haniza cldnt make it...zzzzz
Been a long time ..since i actually sat down and tok crap with my fellow EI ogl mates..
Being stuck with ppl from BI and IT for too long gets a little bit unhealthy for me..
They work themselves to death..whereas EI students r the direct opposites..
we basically slack till we drop..
so yea i had trouble adapting to them at first..
but sheesh..i dunt really have a choice dunt i?
it does make me Miss my EI Ogl mates alot though...
u ppl rawk!...

haha..ok..im crapping again..
and to Munira
i read ur recent blog abt my sister..
thanks alot..we love you too babe;)

XOXO,
5:39:00 AM

Lunascape.

Sumtimes i wish i was still a 5 year old kid.
Sumtimes i wished i wld remain 5 all my life..
wouldnt that have been much better?

when life was nothing but Playing all day long.
When u get urself lost in your own world
and not caring abt it at the same time?
when u create ur own imaginary frens to accompany u all day..
frens that u create out from ur own mind..perfect ones specially for you..

when u dunt Understand the definition of Hatred and Death?
When ur confuse btw Good and Evil ..and u dunt really care abt it..
when u dunnoe that the Real world is a Twisted Dark one
Infested with Hypocrites and Liars and Sinners..?
When u have the impression that Love is juz sum weird Feeling Adults have..
when u dunt Realise The pain of going thru it?

Innocence is a Bliss.
I want my Colourful world back.

Sumtimes i wish i was still a 5 year old kid.
Sumtimes i wished i wld remain 5 all my life..
wouldnt that have been much better?

XOXO,
9:19:00 PM

what am i doing here...

class starts at 3..but im already in the lab at 9..good girl u think...u wish...
i volunteered myself to help hadirman with the proposal..sheesh.
the guy looks like hes on the verge of a breakdown.
i aint sadistic but i feel like luffing everytime i see his face.
cracks me up
but then again...im human no matter how much my sister denies that...according to her ,monster's the word.
and i happen to piti the fella and decided to help him out rite now.
lab's fucking cold rite now...my fingers r numb..i feel like a frozen tadpole in this place ...
correction..FROZEN HUNGRY TADPOLE.

as for my sis saying farewell to her blog...
partly its coz shes basically sick and tired of all those motherfucking retards who have sumthing against her.
this ppl have tendencies to tag on ppl 's boards,slashing out accusations and judgements...abt
how hypocrital we r and how big their boobs are and ours r not..how religious THEY R and how we claim we r but we r not...
best part is...you dare judge other ppl and not urself first but u HIDE BEHIND AN UNKNOWN nick...
show urself sucker...impress us..
then we ALL CAN MAKE judgements against each other..wldnt that be fun....no more one sided parties.

funny how one's petty -ness has no boundaries.
and come to think of it...
arent everyone hypocrites in this twisted world of ours.
speak for yourselves.

XOXO,
8:40:00 PM

*We dunt believe in Skool days,we want more Sundays!*

Aight helo.here im again...Not doing anything rite now..
Finally im able to breathe..take a rest..sit back and relax..and look around my little Pig sty here.
ive juz finished up 2 assignments..and going thru 1 e lecture..
German quiz juz now was tuff..ill prolly fail..To hell wif Christina bauly.

Voiceout Proposal was reconsidered juz now
Sameer s like Probably one of the most Lenient Social Head SIT's ever had i suppose.
Sheesh....Thanks to him..Hadirman and me didnt feel quite dumb and demotivated at all.
which was what we expected to feel after the Meeting.
He was nice enough to point out our Oh so Very obvious Mistakes and bla bla...
So yea..Now Hadirman's rushing thru it i guess...to hand it up to him by tml...hmm..

Dental appointment tomorrow.
Y am i so Not Looking forward to this.Urgh.
Last time i went there..dad had a Fight wif the nurses there...haha..serves that FatPig right though.
had sumthing poking up her ass...Oops*

Im blabbering shit again...Nvm...Gd nites u ppl....Tata:P

PS: To the MOtherFucker whos been bugging my sister on her Tagboard...
nice Try Honey..Try harder..haha..U ppl r prob born without nipples.sheesh.

XOXO,
9:20:00 AM

Aijin

am in the lab right now.im supposee to be listening to aijin 's business optimisation theories.
shes a crackpot.makes ppl luff..NYP shld employ more of her kind..
instead of dumb grumpy sexually deprived apeks.
who do nothing but blabber monotonously in the morning.

Voiceout proposal due later.at 5pm.
damn it.
and im so sure that those freaking seniors r gona reject it ..that ill shave my head bald if they dunt.
Poor Hadirman...Piti the fella..he looked so stressed up...sheesh..stuck wif a useless ASM like me..
*rolls eyes*

well nvm..reject all u want...we dunt care!

XOXO,
1:20:00 AM

*get Away from me*

This is juz another one of those days when im juz plainly feeling depress and shitty and sucky and everything else which is Negative.
I dunnoe what i wanna blog about coz theres juz too many things on my mind right now and i juz feel like typing on this darn keyboard.
NOt that it makes me feel any better..
but hell at least theres sumthing to do...rather then not doing anything at all..and thinking too much till it hurts?

aint my fault that im born with an EGoistical syndrome.
Aint my fault that ur juz plain dumb.
aint my fault that im sick of this.

Running away is an option that ive always considered.
run away from everything kinah..like what u always do..
thats what ur good at..thats what u excel in the most i guess.

then i wldnt have to put up with all this shit anymore.
Ur juz a speck of dust ..if i can do it to everyone else..
ur nothing ...Get lost.

XOXO,
8:50:00 AM