Bittersweet

Im suppose to walk off right?
so why am i still here?

Im suppose to Throw the Blame on You right?
But why cant i make myself do that?

Im suppose to scold you arent i?
So why didnt i?

Im suppose to turn and run very very far away from you right?
so why am i still here waiting for you?

U thought i wld do these.
But u tot wrong.

why didnt i?
I was asking myself the same question.

and now i know why.
Im falling for you.
Thats why.

XOXO,
12:05:00 PM

"My only Love sprung from my only Hate
Too early seen unknown, and known too late"?

Damn.
Everyone at Home's snapping at one another today.
Bloody Pain in The butt.
I hate it when this happens.
It hurts my Damn brains.
Gives me a Fucking Migraine.
Fucking shit.

I have decided to Click on Ignore.
and seek refuge in my room.

The one Place i Love to be In.
sumtimes i wish i can Remain Cooped Up in this Blissful Solitude for a long Long time.
A place where theres no one screaming In ur ears.
No one Bugging you.
Juz yourself.
everything is in your hands.
No one to question u on what u Have to do and what u cant do.
No expectations.
Juz me myself and i.

To be able to Escape from Reality N daydream as and when i wish.
To run away from All those Unaswered questions on my mind.
To run away from Insecurity.
To run away frm Everything.
That wld be perfect.

reality Bites doesnt it.Damn.

XOXO,
2:06:00 AM

My Culture Shock..;)

There u have it..Our Bama( i have no idea how to spell her name),Our Lord Krishna and Our Villain..
Naragasura(i dunnoe how to spell his name either)...
Nevetheless,Lovely Bunch of People to Hang out with;)

XOXO,
1:15:00 PM

Bloody weather's Killing me.
damn hot.damn hot.Damn hot.

I hate my noisy fan.
I hate the weather.
Basically i hate singapore.
*urgh*

XOXO,
9:40:00 AM

aight..
everything aside.
Worries.depression.Confusion.Anything negative.
all aside.
Because its a good day today.Hehehz.
im sick arent i?

XOXO,
7:32:00 AM

The Lucifer

Cold cold Morning.
Migraine that threatens to split my brains into 2.
Stuck btw the real world and slumber land.

Have i changed?
i seriously dunt noe.
Maybe i think too much.
Too much for my bloody own good.
Maybe im juz over reacting.
Maybe.Maybe.Maybe.
oh well.
Who would really care anyway?

Maybe im just Lost.

XOXO,
7:53:00 PM

Pussies

Theres Been a Rapid Increase in the Amount of cats around my place recently.
Thats bad.
Cause the ratio of Males to FeMales i have over here is 5:1

and i get Mad Male Cats going on a frenzy day in and Day out.
Fighting for that One babe of a pussy.
I hear them all the time
In the morning.In the afternoon.In the night.

i hear them in my sleep.
while im eating.
while im bathing!
while im reading.

damn it.

I hear them Making LOVE in the wee hours of the morning.
For goodness sake..Its Ramadhan!
Bloody Grossness.

If u wanna do IT..then Hell go do la..juz Keep it Quiet and Low!..
No need to proclaim to the whole neighbourhood that ur screwing the hot awesome pussy u caught juz now.
sheesh!

But then again...I LOVE cats.
sheesh.
But i love sleeping too.
And i cant sleep.
coz the cats i love are making a din outside my house.
*bleah*
Im stuck.
what do i do now?!

XOXO,
5:56:00 PM

Geylang aka HellHole

The Family Dragged me down to Geylang on Saturday to do abit of Shopping for de festive season.
Drag is the Operative word here.
Dad had to literally drag me out of bed By My Pigtail!

I would never want to go there Unless necessary.
I would rather stay at home and read some Enid blyton Book from the shelve!

and yesh..as expected..
I was pushed,squashed,strangled,kicked,tortured and tormented by the Minahs,Mat,Makciks,Pakciks,Banglas and what so have u in the bazaar.
I was nearly choked to death by the sounds of "Rileks sua!" and "Sial la!" everywhere.
Halfway while pushing my way thru the crowd...
i had this weird Vision of Geylang Being Hell.
The same weird vision i got when i saw Zion in the Matrix Reloaded.
sheesh.i going nuts.

and i didnt even get anything at the end of the day cept for a freaking Hindi VCD...
Blame it on that damn nyonya .
I so wanted that damn Bag.but i didnt like her face.
so i didnt get that damn bag i wanted so much at the end of the day because i didnt like the face of that Blasted nyonya.
dang dang dang.
oh well...to hell wif her.
I can get that same bag anywhere else!
I hope.
*bleah*

XOXO,
5:24:00 AM