♥ Saturday, October 08, 2005
im so fucking confuse.
im getting so tired.
that im not really reacting to anything at all.
i dun noe where i get all these negative tots from.
and its not my fucking fault.
im getting so tired.
that im not really reacting to anything at all.
i dun noe where i get all these negative tots from.
and its not my fucking fault.
XOXO,
5:43:00 AM
5:43:00 AM
♥ Friday, October 07, 2005
i had a beautiful friday.
after such a long time.
take me back to the stars soon aight?
cause i can only see them in your eyes.
after such a long time.
take me back to the stars soon aight?
cause i can only see them in your eyes.
XOXO,
7:29:00 AM
7:29:00 AM
♥ Thursday, October 06, 2005
Solitude
i rather prefer being alone these days.
it gives me a certain sense of peace.
never use to like it though.
i use to be so dependent on people.
so much so that it becomes effin nauseating.
but the past few weeks have been different.
i love my long bus rides home.
esp in the evenings.
the airport looks beautiful wif the orangish pink sky litted
with bright orange lights on the runway.
when the sun is setting and the moon comes out.
with that slight breeze giving u chills.
its when im alone away from all that hustle and bustle.
no obligations or whatsoever to please people.
no requirements to care abt anything or anyone in particular.
no expectations from anyone.
nothing.zilch.
at that moment, its just me.
alone yes, and enjoying every second of it.
i rather prefer being alone these days.
it gives me a certain sense of peace.
never use to like it though.
i use to be so dependent on people.
so much so that it becomes effin nauseating.
but the past few weeks have been different.
i love my long bus rides home.
esp in the evenings.
the airport looks beautiful wif the orangish pink sky litted
with bright orange lights on the runway.
when the sun is setting and the moon comes out.
with that slight breeze giving u chills.
its when im alone away from all that hustle and bustle.
no obligations or whatsoever to please people.
no requirements to care abt anything or anyone in particular.
no expectations from anyone.
nothing.zilch.
at that moment, its just me.
alone yes, and enjoying every second of it.
XOXO,
9:26:00 PM
9:26:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Of crazy wacky girls and hot sexy men in blue
lunch was spent wif adha fara and dian.
been some time aye since i spent time gossiping wif adha.
shes such a hilarious insane in the membrane.
sumhow when we r together, we always bring the place down.
sheesh.and fara i lup u yea?..happy belated bird dae:)
we girls shld meet up soon again aight?
this time i ll drag small wif us;)
lets break fast together!
and then i went to my dearest scummy's passing out parade.
what can i say.
police academy.great parade.hot men in blue.
cool kungfu kicks.and of course my scumbag looking oh so HO-HOT
in Full U*winks*
thank u to his parents for the hearty dinner*burps*
and his wacky sisters for the good time.
awesome day*thank god i took leave*
now for d pics!!
lunch was spent wif adha fara and dian.
been some time aye since i spent time gossiping wif adha.
shes such a hilarious insane in the membrane.
sumhow when we r together, we always bring the place down.
sheesh.and fara i lup u yea?..happy belated bird dae:)
we girls shld meet up soon again aight?
this time i ll drag small wif us;)
lets break fast together!
and then i went to my dearest scummy's passing out parade.
what can i say.
police academy.great parade.hot men in blue.
cool kungfu kicks.and of course my scumbag looking oh so HO-HOT
in Full U*winks*
thank u to his parents for the hearty dinner*burps*
and his wacky sisters for the good time.
awesome day*thank god i took leave*
now for d pics!!
XOXO,
8:29:00 AM
8:29:00 AM