Reminiscing

The scumbag and me were discussing abt autograph books today.
and it made me recall how i use to LOVE them during my primary school days.

I would waste my money on colourful ones!
Be it tweety or slyvester or anything else on the cover.
and with that comes along the colourful Pens that i wld use to write with.
I take pride in my Colourful Pens.
and would write out a 4-5 page biodata abt my pathetic self.
Before passing it around to my classmates .(this includes irritating enemies too)

Basically i just wanted to fill up my autograph books.
Was obsessed abt it!

and thats when people starting putting in all their admirers and crushes.
i didnt noe what a CRUSH was at that time.
so i put in the name of the guy that i use to HATE the most in school.
(thinking that a crush was someone that i wld like to crush like a cockroach???)
like what the hell?
i got disturb for a month or 2 after that.
He was obviously disgusted too.shithead.

and then if the Biodata had a "Steady:" option there,
stupid me will just put "Steady: Ready"
dunt ask me why.
Maybe its because they just rhyme.

After the whole discussion,
both the scumbag and me concluded that i was a dumb blonde when i was young.
i mean i still am sometimes right now.
but sheesh..?
wat the fuck?..
Steady=Ready?!!!???

I guess i was just born lame.

XOXO,
7:11:00 AM

Break away

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

XOXO,
4:19:00 PM