I finally get to rest today.After weeks of presentations and projects.So today was fine,finally get to rest my tired bums and my legs.finally got to clean up my HOrrible Messed up cupboard.(its abt time~),finally got to spend sum quality time wif my mum.(we had a good tok abt sum screwed up matters),finally had time to teach my pathetic brother.Mind u,Teaching him is quite similar to experiencing the "Anger Management Program".finally finally finally..So i have like till wed to start worrying again for my upcoming maths paper...shucks.I hate maths.Have always hated it and will always hate it.BUt right now,im going to slack my brains off and not give a damn abt the world.That includes Sars too.

*Ive been listening to this song the whole day,I asimply Love it..i still dun understand y though..Maybe coz its a "Make u feel good song"...*
*Madonna's La Isla Bonita"
Last night I dreamt of San Pedro
Just like I'd never gone, I knew the song
A young girl with eyes like the desert
It all seems like yesterday, not far away

Tropical the island breeze
All of nature wild and free
This is where I long to be
La isla bonita
And when the samba played
The sun would set so high
Ring through my ears and sting my eyes
Your Spanish lullaby

I fell in love with San Pedro
Warm wind carried on the sea, he called to me
Te dijo te amo
I prayed that the days would last
They went so fast
I want to be where the sun warms the sky
When it's time for siesta you can watch them go by
Beautiful faces, no cares in this world
Where a girl loves a boy, and a boy loves a girl
Last night I dreamt of San Pedro
It all seems like yesterday, not far away

XOXO,
6:15:00 AM

I knew this was gonna happen.And its all thanks to UR mouth.We didnt break our promises.u broke urs.Now thanks to u everything's Going Haywire.Everything's going down the drains.Ur digging ur own bloody grave and its going in deeper and deeper.I dunt wanna be involved,but i dun have a choice dunt i?...i hope ur happy now that uve gotten everyone to take the burden of Knowing ur Sins.Dun think that the whole world revolves around u coz it doesnt.We r sick and tired of listening to ur sick Laments abt how life never goes ur way....Of coz it doesnt..look at how u screwed it up? U dun really give a damn abt ppl dunt u?i use to think u do, now i wonder y i keep defending u everytime ppl tok crap abt u.it was a big mistake.u dun care abt the ppl who actually care abt u...Wake up and c...how many ppl are actually AFFECTED by whats happen.and im sure no one wants to go thru this with u.Everyone juz wanna wake up from this horrible nightmare.And that includes me.

XOXO,
8:05:00 PM

arggghhh..todays our last day of skool for de semester.right now,im awaiting for my turn to present my pathetic C programming project.Cant believe i did it all in a day with the help of The wonderful Lynn..who passed me her program and explain every little shit in it..sheesh..in other words..its not my program..its hers.
I copied...khekhe...i hope Simon wunt asked me sucky dumb questions for my presentation.I promised him sharks' fin soup if he gives me a B..so wish me luck ya all!...

XOXO,
11:03:00 PM

Hahahahahahaha!..Finally...ur Out Carmen..i can finally sleep with a smile plastered on my face now.Hahahahahaha....Poorrr Carmen.....Hahaha...Out u go...out u go out u go..*PHEW*..its abt time..!*

XOXO,
6:28:00 AM

*Geeezzz*
There's too many definition of "friends" till i get lost in finding the true meaning of it. wats the real definition for it?can sumbody please come up with a logical one?
Sumone onced told me that there's no such ppl called "friends".Its all in one's mind.That at the end of de day,u ll still be alone no matter wat.That at the end of de day,u ll still be making UR own decisions,doing ur own sins going thru everything alone and tt at the end of time..ull still die alone.I didnt believed in tt then and i still dun wanna believe it now.But how cld i not when "Friends" put Pride above everything else in de world.

Wat kind of a Friend are u if u expect everything to go ur way?...and complain if it doesnt?...wat kind of a Friend are u if all u cared abt was Urself in the first place?...Wat kind of a friend are u if all u do is whine and BItch abt the rest behind their backs to me?...wat makes u think ur perfect when ur the one wif the most issues?Dun assume that u noe me.Coz u dun.and dun assume that im the one whos gona give in to this so called "silent war" coz if u can put ur Pride above everything else in de world ..then so can i .If u noe how to get angry at ppl and bitch abt them behind their backs..then so can i .Ur not worth my time.Ur not sumone i wld call "Friend"...

XOXO,
9:07:00 PM

Black Sun.
Happy BIrthday to me!..Finally 18 at last.It abt time though i still dun look 18.I still get ppl asking me which sec level am i in.But hey today was great!..Till today,i never realised how much my frens all noe me soo well.My 5 chinese buddies in skool got me this smashing red top and those "pyjamas" pants ive always wanted!..they refuse to get black for me ...sheesh*and Wat can i say..Fara and Hairul did the sweetest thing...They actually came dwn all the way dwn to my pathetic skool..even though the canteens were all closed to the public.Juz the both of em equip with a small chocolate cake and an absolutely gorgeous bracelet...for me.Specially for Me!Jus for me.I was shocked out of my wits.And really touch at de same time.I juz simply love u guys.U r de best pals anyone on earth can ever be blessed wif, though i noe i will never tell this to u both straight in de face.*sigh*..Followed up by the normal cake cutting(Black Forest! anyone?) ceremony at home and my mum cooking up a storm in the kitchen.(Dalcha!!).So now i m sitting in front of the monitor with a bulging tummy and a contented satisfy smile plastered on my face:)...And again i wanna say A million Thanks to all u wonderful ppl out there,who wished me last nite and today tt is.i love u guys too:)..(im beginning to sound like Michael Jackson..Sheesh!)...

To one particular person:
U noe wat?...it doesnt matter if u dun care abt me anymore..it doesnt matter if u think i cease to exist.and it doesnt matter that u didnt even bother Wishing me Happy birthday!....i really dun give 2 farks to U..i really dun..To hell with u and all ur whinny crap.Ur a sore pain in de butt.UR a pain in My butt.So scram please.I will NOT allow myself to feel depress Juz coz u want me too..If tt was ur intention ..then SORRY ,its not working anymore.U can go find sumone else to play wif now.Ta :):):)

XOXO,
5:35:00 AM