♥ Friday, April 21, 2006
of crazy cows and perlini's silver
i turned 21 today.
and i refuse to hold a party cause i do not want to go thru the hassle and bassle
of running around throwing lots of money ,exhausting my family and torturing my mental state of mind to worry over trivial matters such as what to wear who to invite and how ah how ah etc etc shit like that.
its my birthday and i wanna spend it smiling the whole day thru.
not worrying whether the foods enough, not running around endlessly making sure everyone s having fun
call it selfish but hey no ones gona love me cept for myself at some point of time.
dunt get me wrong,i love you guys.
and im touched that some of you (whom i haven been in contact wif for quite some time ) even bothered wishing me today via sms,via blogs via testimonials etc etc.
but i was never into this organisin party hoo haa thingy.
never ever worked for me.although i do love to attend parties.
nevertheless,
thank you for all the gifts.
instead of partying,
i had dinner with my dearest ones.
a simple family dinner tt kept me smiling all day long.
this includes my precious n70 and an exclusive trip to dubai.
i can hardly wait.
bloody hell.
i turned 21 today.
and i refuse to hold a party cause i do not want to go thru the hassle and bassle
of running around throwing lots of money ,exhausting my family and torturing my mental state of mind to worry over trivial matters such as what to wear who to invite and how ah how ah etc etc shit like that.
its my birthday and i wanna spend it smiling the whole day thru.
not worrying whether the foods enough, not running around endlessly making sure everyone s having fun
call it selfish but hey no ones gona love me cept for myself at some point of time.
dunt get me wrong,i love you guys.
and im touched that some of you (whom i haven been in contact wif for quite some time ) even bothered wishing me today via sms,via blogs via testimonials etc etc.
but i was never into this organisin party hoo haa thingy.
never ever worked for me.although i do love to attend parties.
nevertheless,
thank you for all the gifts.
instead of partying,
i had dinner with my dearest ones.
a simple family dinner tt kept me smiling all day long.
this includes my precious n70 and an exclusive trip to dubai.
i can hardly wait.
bloody hell.
XOXO,
9:37:00 AM
9:37:00 AM
♥ Monday, April 17, 2006
..........
turnin 21 very very soon.
time passes effing fast..
i remember very clearly,
how i use to steal mum's calculator to calculate the year
which i will be turning 21 in.
so eager to grow up..
all excited to burn the textbooks.
hate school.
correction, hate maths.
loved the spice girls.
loved all my frens.
loved hopscotch and five stones.
hate teachers.
horribly groomed.
developed my first ever biggest all time crush on firdaus when i was in Primary 5(yes yes how embarassing,even send him a love letter in the library!)
i waited and waited.
15 came and passed.
bittersweet teen years.
who had the brownest hair and the shortest skirt wins.
the rebels ruled the classrooms.
got voted to be class monitor in sec 2 and 3.would u believe that?
got sack 4 months after for being too idle.not that i care.
my world revolved around ice kachang ,books,linkin park,a particular modern sikh and a "best" fren who eventually left.well both left at around the same time.
i realised then that i cldnt really get along well wif my own gender.
the bitchings the catfights the tears were too much to handle.
boys on the under hand were much much simpler.
it was jus girls boobs booze and balls for them.
18 came and along came poly life.
unforgettable.awesome.happening.
met and worked with beautiful people.
made myself a brady bunch of frens.
crazy girls and smart-assed boys.
my favourite.
(this includes a particular scumbag that i so happen to bump and fall head over heels with during the OGL days.)
now that 21's here,
i dunt really know what to expect.
work?done.Friends?done.Love?done hopefully.
but there's so many more things that i wanna do.
there's so much more in life then this.
and life is too short to sit back and slack away.
im excited yes.
i finally feel like an adult though mentally im not.
i wanna makes tons of money and give my parents the life tt they deserve.
i wanna live the life of the rich and famous.lol.
i wanna be a pilot.
i wanna be an actress.
i wanna visit rome and spain and scotland.
i wanna meet shah rukh khan.
i wanna be the next william wallace.
oh gosh.
see?....this is never ever gona end.
sigh.
turnin 21 very very soon.
time passes effing fast..
i remember very clearly,
how i use to steal mum's calculator to calculate the year
which i will be turning 21 in.
so eager to grow up..
all excited to burn the textbooks.
hate school.
correction, hate maths.
loved the spice girls.
loved all my frens.
loved hopscotch and five stones.
hate teachers.
horribly groomed.
developed my first ever biggest all time crush on firdaus when i was in Primary 5(yes yes how embarassing,even send him a love letter in the library!)
i waited and waited.
15 came and passed.
bittersweet teen years.
who had the brownest hair and the shortest skirt wins.
the rebels ruled the classrooms.
got voted to be class monitor in sec 2 and 3.would u believe that?
got sack 4 months after for being too idle.not that i care.
my world revolved around ice kachang ,books,linkin park,a particular modern sikh and a "best" fren who eventually left.well both left at around the same time.
i realised then that i cldnt really get along well wif my own gender.
the bitchings the catfights the tears were too much to handle.
boys on the under hand were much much simpler.
it was jus girls boobs booze and balls for them.
18 came and along came poly life.
unforgettable.awesome.happening.
met and worked with beautiful people.
made myself a brady bunch of frens.
crazy girls and smart-assed boys.
my favourite.
(this includes a particular scumbag that i so happen to bump and fall head over heels with during the OGL days.)
now that 21's here,
i dunt really know what to expect.
work?done.Friends?done.Love?done hopefully.
but there's so many more things that i wanna do.
there's so much more in life then this.
and life is too short to sit back and slack away.
im excited yes.
i finally feel like an adult though mentally im not.
i wanna makes tons of money and give my parents the life tt they deserve.
i wanna live the life of the rich and famous.lol.
i wanna be a pilot.
i wanna be an actress.
i wanna visit rome and spain and scotland.
i wanna meet shah rukh khan.
i wanna be the next william wallace.
oh gosh.
see?....this is never ever gona end.
sigh.
XOXO,
5:45:00 AM
5:45:00 AM