Procrastinator

Life's been pretty shitty recently.
Weird thoughts.
Explosive handfon bills.
Broke as Hell.
Project still stuck at Login.
and i have LESS then 3 weeks left.

I HATE this semester.
Fucking boring.
Fucking shitty.
Fucking full of projects.

and tomorrow's NAPFA test.
fucking hell.
how the hell am i gonna fucking pass my standing Broad jump?
I wanna skip the test.
but what if they wunt give me my diploma if i dunt attend the fucking test?
fuck fuck fuck.
Now i have a fucking MIGRAINE.

and Adine thinks im Mad right now.

XOXO,
1:33:00 AM

Ive been horribly late...way behind time for my dumb ass project.
This #$%&&(^(* system isnt working on me.
im as desperate as a toad for help right now.
and the partner aint helping.
I wish i can jus disappear right now.

XOXO,
6:25:00 PM

Broken

Im afraid.Im Insecure.Im disturbed.
For what You ask?
That i do not know.
These feelings just come and goes for me.
And Sometimes i wish there was something i could actually do about it.
But theres nothing.
So im just waiting in the corner of my mind for my inner demons to go away.

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

XOXO,
4:29:00 PM

she's so high

i finally got the title of this song..sheesh..
damn nice lyrics...*sigh*

She's blood, flesh and bone
No tucks or silicone
She's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound

But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen

'Cause she's so high
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
She's so high, high above me

First class and fancy free
She's high society
She's got the best of everything

What could a guy like me ever really offer?
She's perfect as she can be, why should I even bother?

'Cause she's so high
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
She's so high, high above me

She comes to speak to me
I freeze immediately
'Cause what she said sound so unreal

But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen

'Cause she's so high
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
She's so high, high above me

XOXO,
12:22:00 AM