*2004*

i had a wunderful time celebrating into the new year wif my cousins last night
it was beautiful..

the sunset.
the splashing waves.the sea breeze..

2am.the after countdown night cycling..(where we bump into alot of funny crap)

4am.the guitar.me.my sis.zahidah.zahirah.the dark sea.
the 4 girls.all curled up under one small mat..looking up at the night sky blanketed with stars.
the girl bonding...thruout the night.

630am.the fantastic early morning sunrise swim(while everyone was asleep..when we pretended like we owned the whole of eastcoast..

it was simply beautiful.
just me my sis n my cousins.
Unforgettable..
i dunt show it..but hey i love u peepz..u guys rawk.

anyways my baby's back!..wohooo;)
can finally sleep in peace now.

XOXO,
5:06:00 AM

East coast, 2004, the monkeys & without my baby..dang.

going east coast in awhile..the normal annual cousin's gathering to celebrate the new year with..
its gona be crazy whacky n fun..*evilsmile*
kabir zaid n my sis are already there..damn it..
im gona eat lots of bbq chicken n grow fat..yeay!
so if ur at east coast juz hop in aight?;)

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you!!

XOXO,
9:55:00 PM

Im so hooked on this song...holy crap...

Here without you

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
It get hard but it won’t take away my love

XOXO,
2:20:00 AM

Its a damn cold night

this is even more tormenting then i thought..
ive done basically everything that can be done to occupy my sick mind..
but nothing's working..

i tried to finish jude deveraux's remembrance..but my eyes got tired halfway thru..
i spent like 4 hours on friendster surfing aimlessly on profiles n pictures..*yawnz*
i even attempted to clean my pigsty of a Cupboard..holysheesh..but to no avail..
it still remains a pigsty till now..

its so quiet today.
hasnt been this quiet for quite some time.
this silence is killing me.
*sigh*

XOXO,
3:38:00 AM

Go green!..

as u can see..ive decided to go on a go green campaign.
i have no idea why..
part of the festive season's feeling wif all the christmas trees and stuff like that.
soon ill start growing algaes in here.

anyways...to all students..:
please njoy whatever thats left of ur holidays.
skool's starting next week for me.
*gasp*
i still haven got myself a new pencil case yet.
*double gasp*
i haven even got my skoolbooks yet.
*triple gasp*

but heck la..
i dunt really care.
im more worried abt what to wear on the first day..
*GASP*
i noe..
that line made me sound totally bimbotic.
ew.
gross..*pukes*..

XOXO,
4:42:00 AM