*ARGHhhh*
I cant believe it.Yesterday i was bored out of my mind.With no life.Zero nothing.All i did was surf the net and sleep at home.I was mentally prepared to gain at least 20 kg by the end of de mth.
And
last nite, out of the Blue,Nini callled and told me that the OGL tranining for the freshmen Orientation were still accepting ppl in coz they lack Manpower.And after a whole load of complications,(i made Sam called Nigel ,The Senior in charge of the Ogls in My coz to confirm whether i was allowed to come coz i dunt want him to actually Shoo me frm the place), i decided to go for it!
Today
I went for de meeting in the morning only to find myself Separated away frm Dear Nini.(blame it on the difference of our cozes..sheesh!)...And i was whisked away to a tutorial room only to find myself in the midst of ERm...how do i put it...A whole Load of other OGL wannabes.Sheesh.I felt like i was Auditioning for American Idol for awhile.
There were sum familiar faces though,ppl frm my coz whom i never took notice off..Ppl frm my coz whom i intended to Ignore completely,PPl frm other cozes whom i really really wanna Ignore if i have the choice too.And guess what,They all been together since day 1...like they went for the camp...and all..so Most of em noe each other quite well there.And Poor me was left all alone.Sigh
To make it worse When i came into the room,Everyone was sitted in a Huge circle and Playing
ICE BreakING Games.God noes how much i hate those Games.So oh well...most of em were shock to c me there,..i do have a very erm NOn commited Persons' face a times i guess.BUt heck.I juz sat and smile.Bloody Paisey!!!
So i managed to survive the whole day thru Smiling smiling and Juz smiling.I smiled till i cldnt smile.Sum of the smiles were fake though.I cant help it.BUt i do have to admit that i made quite a number of new frens too today.
My Grp's In charge happens to be a Nice and Resposible Leader ,that i noticed.He did the Proposal like more then 8 times ,looking rather stressed out the whole time.And to think sum of my classmates use to drool abt him everytime he walks past us.wait till they hear this.
*evilGrinz*.
So yeapz,I manage to survive the whole day alone.
making new frens and foes along the way.It was fun la.And i still cant believe tt im gona be so occupied for the whole of next week juz planning this whole Orientation thing.My minds a mess.Im so tired.My bones r gona break soon.
"Dear God, r u there?..its me Kinah.Please give me the strength to Survive this whole wk on my own.Please Do forgive me On my current Hypocrisy Rage juz now and in the next coming week....I promise ill only do it IF im Forced to aight?.."...