Friday, June 06, 2003

*ARGHhhh*

I cant believe it.Yesterday i was bored out of my mind.With no life.Zero nothing.All i did was surf the net and sleep at home.I was mentally prepared to gain at least 20 kg by the end of de mth.

And last nite, out of the Blue,Nini callled and told me that the OGL tranining for the freshmen Orientation were still accepting ppl in coz they lack Manpower.And after a whole load of complications,(i made Sam called Nigel ,The Senior in charge of the Ogls in My coz to confirm whether i was allowed to come coz i dunt want him to actually Shoo me frm the place), i decided to go for it!

Today
I went for de meeting in the morning only to find myself Separated away frm Dear Nini.(blame it on the difference of our cozes..sheesh!)...And i was whisked away to a tutorial room only to find myself in the midst of ERm...how do i put it...A whole Load of other OGL wannabes.Sheesh.I felt like i was Auditioning for American Idol for awhile.
There were sum familiar faces though,ppl frm my coz whom i never took notice off..Ppl frm my coz whom i intended to Ignore completely,PPl frm other cozes whom i really really wanna Ignore if i have the choice too.And guess what,They all been together since day 1...like they went for the camp...and all..so Most of em noe each other quite well there.And Poor me was left all alone.Sigh

To make it worse When i came into the room,Everyone was sitted in a Huge circle and Playing ICE BreakING Games.God noes how much i hate those Games.So oh well...most of em were shock to c me there,..i do have a very erm NOn commited Persons' face a times i guess.BUt heck.I juz sat and smile.Bloody Paisey!!!
So i managed to survive the whole day thru Smiling smiling and Juz smiling.I smiled till i cldnt smile.Sum of the smiles were fake though.I cant help it.BUt i do have to admit that i made quite a number of new frens too today.My Grp's In charge happens to be a Nice and Resposible Leader ,that i noticed.He did the Proposal like more then 8 times ,looking rather stressed out the whole time.And to think sum of my classmates use to drool abt him everytime he walks past us.wait till they hear this.*evilGrinz*.

So yeapz,I manage to survive the whole day alone.making new frens and foes along the way.It was fun la.And i still cant believe tt im gona be so occupied for the whole of next week juz planning this whole Orientation thing.My minds a mess.Im so tired.My bones r gona break soon.

"Dear God, r u there?..its me Kinah.Please give me the strength to Survive this whole wk on my own.Please Do forgive me On my current Hypocrisy Rage juz now and in the next coming week....I promise ill only do it IF im Forced to aight?.."...

XOXO,
5:13:00 AM

Thursday, June 05, 2003

My Darlings And me!
Me,Lynn & Yanqing





XOXO,
9:12:00 AM

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

Aight..Updates on Ppl who wanna noe what happened last night at religious class...

We got the front rows.This time it was My sis Faz and Me..and yeapz I smirked and smirked and smirked till i cldnt smirked anymore.
All the Makciks..Sat at de Back N..I got to wash my eyes on Sufyan..I swear hes de devil in disguise.I was a Happy duck last night.

Food for Thought...Sumtimes i cant Help but wunder How Ppl can be Sooo contradicting of themselves.Its funny how they declare to the Whole World how much they Hate a particular sumthing bla bla etc etc...and Not realising that at de same point of time...They r juz made of nothing but Jus tHat same particular Sumthing they HateHmmm.....Funny.Then again...I dun really care.heh.

Sigh wheres my sister when i need her!!..Bubu...so much for coming on MSN..where in the Blue hell r U???..

XOXO,
8:36:00 PM


Haunted

Long lost words, whisper slowly, to me.
Still can't find what keeps me here.
When all this time I've been so hollow inside,
I know your still there.

Watching me,
Haunting me,
I can feel you pull me down.
Fearing you,Loving you,
I won't let you pull me down.




XOXO,
1:03:00 AM

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

Cldnt Care less...

Results were out few days back.I managed to scrape thru everything.Operative word here is Scrape.Nevertheless Thank You God.

Met up with Lynn and Yanqing For lunch yesterday.Catch up on all the gossips and News and Unbelievably we walked around the whole of Orchard again only to land our asses at the Heeren .And after like 5 yrs of NOt taking neoprints..i finally took 2 wif em there.Bloody Funny.We didnt even noe how to operate the Machine.Everything was in Japanese...Thank god for Lynn.*blurs*..after tt we return to our usual window shopping and Boy watching antics.;)...on the whole i had fun wif em..haha.

This yr's Miss Universe looks alot like Last yr's one...Miss russia who was stripped off her title.Very pretty.And Miss Japan getting in Fifth Position..haha..im sure its a conspiracy coz the Company who made the crown was a Japanese one.MikiMoto.Lolz...and Spore..sigh...whats new?

ill be going to my religious Class later on in the eve.Wish me luck in my fight against all those makciks.Daddy's pissed off wif me over sumthing dumb.I m pissed off with him too..Todays not gonna be a gd one and hmmm i think i better leave early...before it gets any worst....Help.

XOXO,
10:26:00 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2003

Blue-green eyes,Black Hair.Feast ur Eyes people.






XOXO,
11:41:00 PM


ORIGINAL PRANKSTERS
Juz got back frm Tiqa's Sister's wedding.It was fun.And it was really nice seeing her after such a long time.Fara and my sis were there..haa.We had fun making a
mockery out of the Dj who were entertaining the guests by asking sum really lame questions.i gues he really did his homework last night.
Example of a Lame corny question he ask: Apa Kereta yang Bukan dipanggil kereta?..(What car is not called a Car?) Answer:Taxi
See i told you.Haha.Lame!! and to think i was trying to figure out what it was for abt 15 mins.Sheesh.

And yea before i went for the wedding,Lynn called me and told me the results were out...Sheesh..and she being the cleverest in de group failed 2 modules.She was farking pissed i tell u .So i told her to check for me..since i was on my way out...and i got the same results as her.Bloody hell.WE supposedly failed COMMUNICAtion Skills and MaThs.Ok ..Maths maybe la..possible for me to flung..but COMM SKILls..nobody Fails Comm Skills..Its uheard of!Sheesh and i saw my mark while Haridas was marking my paper the other time.I got a freaking 74 ok..Impossible.

So after putting dwn wif her,i was pacing thru and fro around the house thinking of whatever explanations i have to give to my dad and being bloody depress and my mum Giving me motivation as usual ..she usually thinks im capable of suicide..."its ok..U can do better next semester daughter no matter what daddy and me still loves u"...
THEN, Phone rang,Picked it up and Lynns Voice Burst thru the PhoneSET...This was what she said..

"Shakinahhh...Paisey ahh!!!...Nahbeh Kanina!...Sum guy actually Did the exact Layout of the Results Page using Java and HTML..and tricked everyone in channel EI02 in IRC to go check their results..Everyone who fell for the trick Got De same results...Everyone tricked Failed COMM skills and Maths!,Shakinahhhh...I very sorry make u panick for Nothing..it was juz sum idiot playing a Prank on us...Kanina!!"

Yeapz that was what she said.*Phew*..The actual results r coming out in a few days time i guess.And this time ill juz check it out myself.And Lynn dunt worry I forgive u for Nearly making me Attempt Suicide!...Sheesh!..lolz...



XOXO,
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