Saturday, July 12, 2003

BeautifulDay

Woke up this morning feeling good.
With Tiger sleeping beside my toes.
I feel at ease today.Relaxed and Pleasant.
This is rare.I dunnoe y though..hmmm..

Going out wif the family later..
Is Dada's Birthday tomorrow...and since everyone will be busy tml..
we r celebrating it today...haven no idea where we r going though...
Wherever we go...Todays a good day and i shall make the best out of it.
*hehz*


XOXO,
8:37:00 PM


I noe im abit late,But who cares,I like this song.DamnIt

Swing Swing

Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new


Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

XOXO,
10:51:00 AM

Friday, July 11, 2003

Retards.

Ive juz realise sumthing.The Club Crawl's next week.
And i still dunnoe what i am suppose to do on both the days..Sheesh!
For those who dunt noe...
Club crawl's held annually in skool for The freshies.
Its when all the freaking clubs n societies in skool get together under one roof...with each given a booth to Promote their respective clubs.
Its gona be at the Sports Hall this year..and thats the problem.
Nyp's sports Hall is Stuck in one corner of the skool and who in the right mind wld have any idea that the club crawl's happening?
sheesh..So yea...they came up with Billboards..supposedly...this Billboards r supose to walk around the skool all dressed up
and asking ppl to hop on dwn to the sports Hall.HOw nice.
Y do i have a sick feeling this Billboards wunt work?

And im suppose to hand up the leaflet design to Jon by this evening.and where the hell is my sister!?
argh bubu...ur suppose to help me....He will have my head if i dunt pass it to him by this evening..!
Helpppp...!

XOXO,
8:15:00 PM


Juz a game of Pickup sticks Played by Fucking Lunatics.

Skool has been a bore so far.
Thank god for Yanqing and Lynn,my only salvation to Entertainment.
We went Shopping on Thurday.And crappy me went all the way dwn to Far east and find nothing to my liking.
Only to get my clothes in Yishun at last.
we did drop by the Esplanade for awhile...and tok crap..while snapping away pictures of ourselves.

Im still trying to adapt to my new look so far. It feels funny.
Dad says i resemble very much like the MOnkey now..
Basically hes juz pist tt i cut my hair short.Who cares...its My hair...
Cldnt care less.*urgh*

Ive not been in the Best of my Moods for de past few days.
Everything's been topsy turvy...all going in the wrong direction.
Bumping into the wrong ppl.Doing the wrong things.
Acting like a dopehead.
its time i do sumthing before it gets worst.
i refuse to Like u.
Get lost.
Urgh.







XOXO,
5:47:00 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Fuck.NOw its Wrong to cut Hair?!

XOXO,
8:39:00 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

FirstDays.

First day of Second year in skool was Boring.
Basically the Skool looked empty coz my class only started at 3.
Blasted timetable.
I have to take up Electronics as a module and i definitely dunt like it.
All those Circuit boards and capacitors..what the fuck.
Gross.
and my Lab Tutor reminds me of an Eunuch.
and as usual ...i had to tolerate the smart alexs in my class...who dunt even noe what Saturn is.*slaps forehead*
But meeting up with Yanqing and Lynn was a blast.
I missed them.

i have no classes today.Yeay!
Gona cut my hair.About bloody time.
Its already getting on my nerves..but the question is..How short..?..hmm
nvm..After tt going shopping wif my 2 sidekicks..;)
A very gd Morning to all Bloggers out there aight?..


XOXO,
7:29:00 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Sirius Black.

No offence to anyone who has not finish reading the Order of the Phoenix.
I advise u to close this site the sec u read this sentence.Close it now.Yea click the X there in that Little corner.
Dunt say i didnt warn ya!

Sirius has always been my FAVOURITE Character.and i stayed up till 5 in the mornig to
to finish up that Damn Book !
HOw can He die?!..Blood and Bleeding ashes....HOw can he dieee?
Im so bloody affected by this.
I noe hes Fiction.But how can he diee?!

Ms Rowling, y cant u juz kill redundant ppl like Snape or Dolores Umbridge?
It wasnt that Disturbing when u Killed Cedric Diggory in Book 4 coz hes juz a NObody.
Umbridge deserves to die more then any other character in tt BOOK.
But Sirius??!
Bloody hell.
Im consoling myself rite now that this is not the END of Sirius.
I will not read tt Book again and will cont Reading My "prisoner of Azkaban" for the 6th Time ...In memory of Sirius.
One way or another,u better bring MY Sirius Back. If i dont see That happening in BOOK 6,
I shall QUIT Harry Potter.And i shall Swear my Loyalty to The Dragon Reborn.
This i Promise YOU.

XOXO,
7:56:00 PM

Monday, July 07, 2003

Shanghai Shanghai!

Yesterday was fun besides a few minor "sueyness".The "war at home was still on" but i manage to get myself out of the pigeon hole really early.

Met up with Haniza and my freshies at first.
Tot we wld help out the "blur cocks" in buying their books.And we did.
I have to admit i do have quite a "lovable " bunch of freshies inspite of all their Insanity Acts.
The Girls r darlings and the boys are..erm rite...Full of rubbish.;)
"Suey" incident no 1 : I bumped into Jack at YIshun MRT station, Of all Bloody places.


Met up with Lynn after that.This time to BUy Our books.
The thing abt NYP textbooks r..its freaking cheap.
Then again u cant really blame them coz they r basically juz made up of photostated Papers all over.*sighz*
We chucked our Books into our lockers and went off to Marina square to have really late Lunch.I was damn hungry by tt time.
Its been a long time since we hang out together and toking crap with Lynn was HIlarious.i juz wished Yanqing was there.it wld have been more chaotic.
Caught up on all the current gossips with Lynn ,
and planning which classes to skip and where to hang out at was confusing.We still haven made up our minds yet..hmm..
And i even made lynn bought a set on indian bangles...really nice...she kept playing around wif em ...and plans to wear em on the first day of skool..haha u cute freak!*...
"Suey Incident" no 2: Lynn met up with this netfren of hers who was quite a Loser i must say.

After all tt Crap, i headed down to Bugis to Meet my sister who supposedly wanted to treat me to Amiran's.
First things first, ive never been there before(*gasps*).Dunt luff.
So she told me Jaffar and Fad wanted to have dinner wif us too ...and we had to wait for em there.
In the meantime obviously i got my sister to Walk thruout the Bugis PasarMalam like thrice juz to get myself a Skirt.
My very First Skirt ,mind you.(*gasps*)
i have this problems wif skirts, i cant really walk in em.According to my mum..i walk like a boy.sheesh.
So yea.im still trying to find the guts to wear it to skool now.If i ever do.
"Suey" incident No 3: I tried on a few wrapskirts and to my astonishment,ive come to a realisation that i dunt really noe how to
wrap the skits and the Salesgirl had to it for me.dang!

So yea..my "already tired" sister then dragged me down to Amirans to meet the Guys and in we went.
OBVIOUSLY,i was the blur cock in there.
Like duh..i didnt noe half of whatever shit thy wrote in the freaking menu.
What fretucinnis and SirLoins,spare ribs?? and Papadums.
And those nice looking drinks u call Mocktails, simply suck.Pass me an Ice Milo anyday man.
And yea ...u guessed it..."The Sadistic Trio" were prob having the time of their lifes Looking at my "oh so blur face."
But the Lasagna was good.Bloody hell it was really good.
hmm im considering dragging my mother and my father dwn there soon.
But wif the "war" going on at home...maybe much later...so yea Thanks to my sis for the treat.
"Suey" incident no 4: I took so long to make up my mind on what to eat,even the waitress was smiling.its not a Joke woman! and i aint "jakun"!
"Suey" Inciden no 5: Bananas,Pineapples and Strawberrys really dunt go well together.Esp in MOcktails.Please take note fellow bloggers.

My war strategy for today:
1.Lock myself inside my room ...and coming out only once or twice for food.
2.Ignore the existence of all living thing in here besides my cat.
3.If the Tyrant Attacks first, Im prepared...Physically and Mentally.

Im determine to live thru today to c tomorrow(my first day of skool).Carpe Diem Kinah!






XOXO,
8:25:00 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2003

HellHole.

I dunnoe whats happening to me.Maybe im juz stuck in here for too long.
I need space. and lots of fresh air.
Things got pretty ugly at home juz now.
And i feel darn bad abt it.
Didnt noe y i snapped.NO big excuse to snap actually.
i juz did. and now im questioning myself..y?
Guilt ridden perhaps?...

I guess its juz one of those times where nothing in particular is screwed up in my life,
besides the mental state of my mind.
Its confused,Indenial(not to mention),tired,sick etc etc.
i think i need counselling.*urgh*








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10:15:00 AM


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