Aight pics r up..though most of the ones we took turn out BLUR,this are the only ones we manage to save along the way..
::Thats me wif the Birthday boy->MJ::

::My dear darling cousins who manage to turn up on that day after so many complications::

::Dumb blur pic of me n my darling sister::

::And there u have it,the Birthday boy n his Bonny lass;)::

XOXO,
6:17:00 PM

Carpe Diem

Paper's over!..Last one was the simplest..thank god for that.
at least i noe theres still hope for me yet in Engineering Informatics.
sheesh.
Nevertherless im a Happy duck.
i even Slept my hearts out Last night!..*yeay*

Accompanied my brother to watch The Curse of the Black Pearl again today.
Met Goki n Uma ...before that..did the usual crapping with them..Hehe.
And yesh..My parents had to drop by...and bought tickets for the same movie at the same time.
so Basically it was weird...with Mastan n Me sitting in front..and my parents sitting at another corner of the cinema thruout the show.
Sheesh...
so yea here im right now alone in the room..resting my tired bums n brains.
I shall continue from where i stop @ Robert Jordan's Wheel of Time.
my sister's pissed.i seem to be taking Eons to finish the damn book..*sighz*..
so yea Gd night and Sweet dreams to all:)

Evanescence's October

I can't run anymore, I fall before you,
Here I am, I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am, Take me home,
I'm through fighting it.

Broken, Lifeless.
I give up, You're my only strength,
Without you, I can't go on,
Anymore.
Ever again.

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored, All that's real and true,
All I need is you.

When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.

Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.

XOXO,
5:48:00 AM

*Migraines n Electronics*

The paper i dreaded the most 's over.
Bloody hell..Thanks to that now im suffering from a horrible Migraine!
Not just that..I woke up late for my paper today...
In my Mental State of mind,i manage to reach on Time..by taking a taxi !
There goes my 6 bucks.*Bleargh*

and if things cldnt get any suckier..
I cldnt understand the questions at all.
All of a sudden My BrainJuice (whatever thats left out of it) stopped working on me.
And in all my Frustration, i stomped out of the examination hall like half an hour after it started!
*urgh*..

Conclusion: It ll be considered a "miracle" if i manage to pass this shit.

My last paper's tomorrow...*sigh*..i seriously cant wait to get all this shit over n done wif...
argghhhh*...damn damn damn...im Going Nuts in here...

*knocks my head*..anyone there?

XOXO,
1:58:00 AM

A friend of Mine wrote this Poem recently.
Said he was supposedly Inspired by me.Haha.
How flatteringly sweet.
i think its simply Beautiful.

Love

Love is a series of battles in a devastating but continuing war,
So why is there still a desire, this desire for more?
It is a longing for more than our outward pleasure,
We dig deeper to search for more of its hidden treasure.

To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides,
True love is just a feeling that simply can’t be described
It’s not viewed from the eyes but felt with the heart,
Nor is it heard from the ears it’s this feeling in your gut.

Only when two hearts beat as one with the same gushing flow
Only then will you know this love has set track and it’s ready to go
They say that the greatest thing is just to love and be loved in return
But is love reciprocal or will it fade with time and then simply burn?

Love portrays a burning pot of passion.
It is friendship set on fire.
It is the passion for some that from far you admire,

Should I get scalded if I took a chance,
Will it be worth it or will it just leave a deep permanent scar?
Cause love can engulf in more ways than you know,
The desire too much, the temptation it won’t go
And only when it is free then love can truly be savoured for its raw silky pureness
Because this True love never lies,
It’s simply You being honest.

XOXO,
8:22:00 AM

Her Thoughts.

Here she goes again,
She hasnt realised it yet ,but shes crying.
Or maybe she has,But then again the "Make Believe World" is always better isnt it?

She refuse to be weak.she hates the thought of it.
she doesnt want to care too much.
she does not want to bother at all.
But she cant help it cant she?

So she Puts up a "pretence",for the World to see.
That she doesnt give a damn to anything or anyone at all.
That she's not Bugged by anything or anyone at all.
But whats the use of this so called "Pretence"?

When shes still alone at the end of the day.
When she cries cause she's just simply tired.
When she feels like screaming to drown away her Troubled Thoughts.
When shes sick of being Defeated against her one and only true Enemy:
Herself.

XOXO,
12:42:00 AM

The Scientist

Tomorrow 's my first common test paper.
And i juz got back home from a chalet today.
Which only goes to show that i have not been studying.
Although i did attempt to by bringing along my c++ book to Jaafar's Birthday party..
But i ended up Finishing Judith McNaught's Kingdom of Dreams

special note toMadder:Kingdom of Dreams has thus Become My Number 1 Favourite Romance Novel of all time man.
Im so In Love with Royce Westmoreland*sighz*

So i shall start doing my c++ right now...After i blogged..
and Yea Pics of the Party will be up soon..once i bugg my Brother to pass em to me...:)
Gd nites u ppl..

XOXO,
5:29:00 AM