Saturday, November 08, 2003

I got my answers last night.
Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.

i find it hard to believe.
I find it very hard to swallow.
Its almost Impossible.

But everything seems so much more clearer now.
Its much lighter.Very much Lighter.

yes.I think with my emotions.
that much i agree.
I cant help it cant i?
im female afterall.

and it juz so happens that i happen to like you alot..
and theres nothing i can do about that can i?





XOXO,
1:24:00 PM


my sweet misery...
pray tell me..

what should i do now?
Where should i turn?
what should i feel?

coz im in serious need of answers here.
But theres no one to answer me.


XOXO,
9:29:00 AM

Friday, November 07, 2003

"Everything that has a beginning has an end. I see the end coming, I see the darkness spreading. I see death... and you are all that stands in his way. If you cannot stop him tonight, then I fear tomorrow will never come."
.



Caught it just now with my siblings and cousins.
Much better then the 2nd one.
The 2nd one was kind of corny at sum points.
And thank god the ending made perfect sense.
i was wundering how in the blue hell were the Brothers going to end this freaking story
without making a huge joke out of it.

Awesome Effects as expected.Logical ending.Go watch.
I believed.Do you?







XOXO,
8:49:00 AM


My sister wrote this a few years back.
Lovely i think.
One of her best songs ever:)
Open Book

Curled On my Bed in the Cold of the Fear.
Closing my Eyes,Try to Wash away these tears.
Finding a Reason to Live Life again.
Pick Myself Up.
and Bury my Pain.

Now that Im Strong,
You came into my Life.
You open up my Book,
You saw the Festered Wound inside.
Things that Ive Locked.
Things that ive hide.
You open Up my book.
You saw my wounded pride.

You flipped thru my Pages.
You summarised my life.
I dont think you shld.
and i dont think its right.
But your healing my wounds.
u make things alright.
You make me myself again.
and you filled me with pride.

When this is over,Will you still be in my life?
Writing in my book..
Will you still be nice?
I know you will go to chase your own light.
But you ll bring my open book with all of me inside.

XOXO,
12:04:00 AM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Sweetness

Smile people.
Its a good day today:)
repeat after me...Smile smile smile smile smile!

Oh and my electronics paper was DISASTRous.
But too hell with that...


*conts chanting..Smile smile smile smile smile smile*
Good day!

XOXO,
8:12:00 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Damn

Repeat after me..

"study study study study,study study study study"

2 more blasted papers to go.One's this afternoon.and im not even trying to study it.
Its electronics.
and i hate it
and no one on this godforsaken planet can make me like electronics.

Damn electronics.
Damn all those PCL ladder diagrams.
Damn grafcet.
Damn capacitors.damn resistors.
Damn Physics!

argh.Time check.its 12pm.Paper's gona be at 430.
Damn!
Im screwed for sure this time.
*rolls eyes*

XOXO,
8:07:00 PM


One of my all time Fav songs...Simply Beautiful..

Insensitive
How do you cool your lips after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat after the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice you'd know anywhere?

Oh I really should have known by the time you drove me home,
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual good-byes.
By the chill in your embrace and the expression on your face,
That told me you might have some advice to give ...
On how to be...
Insensitive.

How do you numb your skin after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood after the body rush?
How do you free your soul after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again?

Oh you probably won't remember me, it's probably ancient history,
I'm one of the chosen few who went ahead and fell for you.
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch, I fell too fast, I feel too much.
I thought that you might have some advice to give ...
On how to be ...
Insensitive.

XOXO,
8:16:00 AM

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Juz the 3 of Us-->Cycling Spree on a Lovely Sunday:)





XOXO,
8:28:00 PM


Lost
What the hell is going on????
arggghhh....
I feel sick.
Mentally and Physically.

I seriously dunt understand y im going thru all this when my exam's starting on Tuesday itself.
argh.

i hate to be made the Laughing stock.I hate it.I hate it. i hate it.
im sure you got my Point.who doesnt?
Its degrading.Its hurtful.Its embarrasing.Its a Huge Pain in the ass.
Thats y im so afraid of letting anything out.
Thats y im afraid of saying anything.
Thats y im stuck.


*This whole week has been like a Roller Coaster ride for me.
One that goes 360 degrees without stopping.
*sigh*..
What a way to spend my studyweek.*rolleyes*

XOXO,
11:03:00 AM


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