Paranoia

Our Voiceout Event is next Wednesday.
Im so bloody nervous.
Y do i have this sick feeling that theres gona be Lots of cock ups?!

What if "our dear" Hadirman(stage manager) had Fits and didnt turn up that day!?
What if the Control Room Keys were stolen?!
What if theres one Serial Killer among the Ppl Involved
who runs around in the "Scream" mask stabbing ppl with a Kitchen knife backstage?!
What if there was a Huge Blackout?!
Argghh..
im getting Paranoid!
when is this gona be Over?..*sighz*

Dunt Mind my Crappiness.
I juz woke up from this Horrible Nightmare that One of the Microphones exploded while
One of the Contestants were singing!?
Thus Explaining my Mental State of Mind.
-_-

XOXO,
7:16:00 PM

Too close to the Sun

i knew i could count on you.
No matter when,where and how..

I knew i could count on you.
To put a smile on my face.
To make me laugh at ur idiotic Antics.

Sorry's Definitely Not enough for what ive made u Go thru.
i wish there was more i could do or say.
More i am Allowed to do or say.
But i dunt.
and i cant.

Im sorry.

XOXO,
9:47:00 PM

TeenageBoopers

Went to skool earlier to hang around with Munira..
I juz discovered the truth behind her n Chocolates..
she doesnt go near em..supposedly coz they will cost her an ultimate Pimple Explosion..
LoL..

We actually came to a point where we were soo bored,
that i began confessing to her abt my "Ultimate Lame Teenage Fetish" in Secondary skool.
which was Listening to those crappy "Ultimate DUMb lame Emotional Malay songs"..(in malay,its simply Lagu Jiwang)
*urgh*
Imagine her shock...when she discovered that i could still rem all the Lyrics..and i even sang them to her right there..
Smack In the Middle of the SEG canteen.

Seriously..i really had nothing better to do ..
and we were stuck together from 12-3...
juz the 2 of us..what do u expect me to do?
we even filled up 2 surveys..one abt Dove shower cream(wtf?!) and the other one's abt Opening up Coffebean in NYP itself..sheesh..
Tok abt Not having a purpose in life..
*rolls eyes*
Anyways sorry nini if i made ur ear drums burst.

XOXO,
5:13:00 AM

Delirium Trigger

damn it..i did what i told myself not to do weeks ago.
im digging my own grave now.
damn damn damn.
But how can it be wrong when it feels so right ,right now?

im getting myself into unneccesary shit ..and i like it?
Thats ultimately ridiculous.
not to mention,Insane.

but who cares.Who wld really care but me?
let me cry..Let me scream..let me suffer the Aftermath of things to come.
ill do it alone.i shall go thru the torment myself.
as always.
ive made it a point not to bother abt ppl's opinions..coz i seriously dunt give a damn anymore.

Because right now,
at least Im smiling.

XOXO,
6:30:00 PM

Numb

Ordinary Day.
Ordinary Life.
Ordinary World.
ordinary Ppl.
Wldnt it be better if everything cld be alittle bit more From the ordinary?

*yawns*

gtg to skool now.
How boring.

XOXO,
7:18:00 PM