♥ Saturday, April 19, 2003
*bright sunday Morning!!*
Morning ppl!!....i dunnoe y ive been listening to Dil Se's Jiya Jale eversince i woke up juz now.Freaky.Guess i had too much of Evanescence and Meteora.Switching to hindi now..Sheesh!*...haaha..nvm...its one more day to my BIrdae..Yeay yeay yeay!!...i dunnoe y i get all excited when my birthday's coming.God noes watever for.Yesterday my dad's office called him ..asking him to hand over my Medical Card back to them since im already 18.From tomorrow onwards..PUB wunt be paying my medical Bills anymore..*bleargh*...the only way i can make the Government pay for my medical Bills now is by marrying a Civil Servant.Sheesh*...No teachers pleaseee....One sister teacher is enuf..haha...oops*...
Since everyone will be busy tml..we already had my "birthday" dinner on friday.My brother Jeff came dwn...even after a long day at Pulau Ubin(Congrats on the Scarecrow Competition!).Im so touch.But on the way to Zam Zam,we met up with this really sucky Taxi driver.Bloody Piece of Mangkuk Monkey Ass crap.It was raining bloody heavily..and we had no choice but to take a taxi frm Bugis Mrt station.We had to run in the rain to get to his pathetic taxi..only to find a very reluctant Driver who started driving ready.All de while barking his ass off abt how near the distance is and how come we had to take the taxi for such a short distance.I mean Use ur Brains old senile Fool,its Raining..and wat the hell r u making so much noise for?..We r paying u to drive wat...Sheesh..i had to shut my mouth ..coz i promise my MUM not to open my mouth if i ever meet up with sucky Taxi drivers...( the last time i did, that freak of a taxi driver got so angry he Followed us up to our house and threaten Us,may he die of SARS!)Thank god for this, my Sister gave him a piece of her Mind and he shutup.Bloody mangkuk ass....and he was not happy when i slamm his Door so hard ..i think hes ass shook in tt seat of his.I hope he kena Langgar man after tt..Asswipe...nvm:)..its a Happy Happy day today.So i shall not let Bloody mangkuk taxi drivers Ruin the day!Good day PPL!
Morning ppl!!....i dunnoe y ive been listening to Dil Se's Jiya Jale eversince i woke up juz now.Freaky.Guess i had too much of Evanescence and Meteora.Switching to hindi now..Sheesh!*...haaha..nvm...its one more day to my BIrdae..Yeay yeay yeay!!...i dunnoe y i get all excited when my birthday's coming.God noes watever for.Yesterday my dad's office called him ..asking him to hand over my Medical Card back to them since im already 18.From tomorrow onwards..PUB wunt be paying my medical Bills anymore..*bleargh*...the only way i can make the Government pay for my medical Bills now is by marrying a Civil Servant.Sheesh*...No teachers pleaseee....One sister teacher is enuf..haha...oops*...
Since everyone will be busy tml..we already had my "birthday" dinner on friday.My brother Jeff came dwn...even after a long day at Pulau Ubin(Congrats on the Scarecrow Competition!).Im so touch.But on the way to Zam Zam,we met up with this really sucky Taxi driver.Bloody Piece of Mangkuk Monkey Ass crap.It was raining bloody heavily..and we had no choice but to take a taxi frm Bugis Mrt station.We had to run in the rain to get to his pathetic taxi..only to find a very reluctant Driver who started driving ready.All de while barking his ass off abt how near the distance is and how come we had to take the taxi for such a short distance.I mean Use ur Brains old senile Fool,its Raining..and wat the hell r u making so much noise for?..We r paying u to drive wat...Sheesh..i had to shut my mouth ..coz i promise my MUM not to open my mouth if i ever meet up with sucky Taxi drivers...( the last time i did, that freak of a taxi driver got so angry he Followed us up to our house and threaten Us,may he die of SARS!)Thank god for this, my Sister gave him a piece of her Mind and he shutup.Bloody mangkuk ass....and he was not happy when i slamm his Door so hard ..i think hes ass shook in tt seat of his.I hope he kena Langgar man after tt..Asswipe...nvm:)..its a Happy Happy day today.So i shall not let Bloody mangkuk taxi drivers Ruin the day!Good day PPL!
XOXO,
7:20:00 PM
7:20:00 PM
♥ Thursday, April 17, 2003
Esplanade's Performance.
This r like 2 of the pics that shakirah took last nite wif Us in it.For de rest please visit her blog k?..And yeapz i ve juz linked Shakira,Jaafar(my bro !!) and Fad(the Moron!) up..*phew* finally...
*phew*...Finally had a whole day outing with my sister last nite.It was like darn fun~!..Skool ended at like 12 ,and becoz me sis finishes at 6...i had to go all de way to Tampiness sec juz to fetch her.*bleargh*Thank god for Fiqah~..(my sis's student) who assisted me with the directions.i wld have gotten lost in Tampiness if it wasnt for her.Like wat in de blue hell..i didnt even noe which building was Tampiness Mall in de first place.Sheesh!...The last time i went to Tampiness was in ermm..lemme c...2001?...sheesh i dun even rem that now.Ah who cares.
Anyways,Me n sis then head dwn to Marina Square first ,coz i insisted on having dinner at Cavana...*ma Fav!*...yummyyss..i can still taste that Black Pepper Chicken on my tongue.Woohoo~..So after the yummylicious dinner,we head on dwn to the Esplanade's Library to meet Shakirah.Her fren Imran Had a performance there together with "Fabulous Forte" (Farking Fabulous i tell U!) and "Moods"...And wat can i say..The whole thing was AWESOME~!..i mean this ppl can really really singgggg....i mean...before i went to this performance thingy,i tot spore's local talents juz simply suck.(that is Besides my sister lah)...NO offence to anyone though.But hey I always felt like flushing Cherry Chocolate Candy dwn the toilet Bowl everytime i hear them sing.That Romancing Spore Song was totally Awful..ah heck...forget abt them.Back to de "real" stuff here,THis ppl can really SING!!!..i have made a promise to Never Judge Mats anymore everytime i c them on the streets.sheesh!...i was speechless for like an "HOUR"..(hmm maybe its also coz i n my sis were scared out of our wits...NOt exactly scared ah..more like "Paisey"...we dun usually go to this kinda Performances..and we dunn noe anyone there except for Our dear Shakirah.
And to Shakirah:..Thanks for de gifts!.(i love that BIrthday party Kelly)and the wonderful evening.And hey we think ur cool too!thanks again for being such a wonderful darling last nite:).Looking forward to meeting u more in de future;)hehe*So yea ermm..
This r like 2 of the pics that shakirah took last nite wif Us in it.For de rest please visit her blog k?..And yeapz i ve juz linked Shakira,Jaafar(my bro !!) and Fad(the Moron!) up..*phew* finally...
*phew*...Finally had a whole day outing with my sister last nite.It was like darn fun~!..Skool ended at like 12 ,and becoz me sis finishes at 6...i had to go all de way to Tampiness sec juz to fetch her.*bleargh*Thank god for Fiqah~..(my sis's student) who assisted me with the directions.i wld have gotten lost in Tampiness if it wasnt for her.Like wat in de blue hell..i didnt even noe which building was Tampiness Mall in de first place.Sheesh!...The last time i went to Tampiness was in ermm..lemme c...2001?...sheesh i dun even rem that now.Ah who cares.
Anyways,Me n sis then head dwn to Marina Square first ,coz i insisted on having dinner at Cavana...*ma Fav!*...yummyyss..i can still taste that Black Pepper Chicken on my tongue.Woohoo~..So after the yummylicious dinner,we head on dwn to the Esplanade's Library to meet Shakirah.Her fren Imran Had a performance there together with "Fabulous Forte" (Farking Fabulous i tell U!) and "Moods"...And wat can i say..The whole thing was AWESOME~!..i mean this ppl can really really singgggg....i mean...before i went to this performance thingy,i tot spore's local talents juz simply suck.(that is Besides my sister lah)...NO offence to anyone though.But hey I always felt like flushing Cherry Chocolate Candy dwn the toilet Bowl everytime i hear them sing.That Romancing Spore Song was totally Awful..ah heck...forget abt them.Back to de "real" stuff here,THis ppl can really SING!!!..i have made a promise to Never Judge Mats anymore everytime i c them on the streets.sheesh!...i was speechless for like an "HOUR"..(hmm maybe its also coz i n my sis were scared out of our wits...NOt exactly scared ah..more like "Paisey"...we dun usually go to this kinda Performances..and we dunn noe anyone there except for Our dear Shakirah.
And to Shakirah:..Thanks for de gifts!.(i love that BIrthday party Kelly)and the wonderful evening.And hey we think ur cool too!thanks again for being such a wonderful darling last nite:).Looking forward to meeting u more in de future;)hehe*So yea ermm..
XOXO,
8:58:00 PM
8:58:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, April 16, 2003
.....y am i waiting y am i waiting...y am i waiting..this is dumb.Tis whole Thing is dumb.Ur doing it again...Wats so freaking Important that i will have to wait till friday to noe?..Must be sumthing dumb.U freaking Egoistic piece of monkey crap of an ass.Sheesh.Ur stupidity lacks no boundaries.So im sure that particular important thing is sumthing dumb.Now thanks to u im toking Like a monkey crap of an ass too.Happy now.U made me tok shit on my own blog....
XOXO,
7:59:00 AM
7:59:00 AM
My fav frm de Album:)
~I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step I take is another mistake to you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
~Linkin park's Numb
~I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step I take is another mistake to you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
~Linkin park's Numb
XOXO,
2:59:00 AM
2:59:00 AM
♥ Monday, April 14, 2003
I had this long tok wif my dad n sis recently.And i have to say..after tt particular tok, ive realise the big role i play in being his daughter.Ive realise the importance of not bringing his name dwn.And ive realise how many ppl r juz waiting for tt to happen.
Ive always loved my Dad.Without a doubt.Despite all his Flaws,despite all the times he pisses me off,despite all the times he whacked me up like as if i was sum roti prata...despite everything.He has always been there for Us everytime we needed him.He will never let anyone else in de world lay a finger on us.He 's our pillar of strength and confidence.And obviously,hes de only man in the world who loves us de MOst.Though i will never tell him this,Ive always been secretly wishing that i will marry sumone very much like my dad.Sumone who loves his kids and wife more then he loves his freaking life.
And i hate it when ppl label him the Black sheep of de Family.Yeah he aint the typical Religious Daddy,he very much likes to party.Its not as if hes never there,Hes ALWays there!We get our fair amount of daddy's love all de time. ..And i dun understand y ppl r juz waiting for Us(his kids) to screw up.They r juz waiting around the corner for us to do sumthing very very wrong that wld bring shame to his name.Well too badd..the world Got the shocked of their Lives when My sis Decided to wear the hijab.They cldnt believe it.Cldnt register it in their freaking brains.HOw cld HIs Daughter be one of de first to cover up...when everyone has been waiting for her to screw up juz like her dad......WE aint perfect kids, we cross the line too sumtimes.But we noe how much of de line tt we wanna step over.We have curfews,we cant wear sleeveless we cant club...we cant have Boyfrens till we r 21....those r the main Rules.Ppl use to think my dad was MAD coz he was "too strict " wif us.But hey i think my sis turn out well on de whole.i never did understand y my dad was soo strict on us.I use to wonder y we cant do the many things other kids can do.But now ,i finally can c the reason behind all his actions.Ive also realise now that de world's waiting for Me to screw up.My turn now.I 'll say it again, i aint perfect.But hey ill do watever it takes not to screw up.And i dun blame him at all.I love him even more.And the whole world can call him whatever they want.Bark all u want.
Coz He will always be the best Man in our lives.No one can change tt fact.
Ive always loved my Dad.Without a doubt.Despite all his Flaws,despite all the times he pisses me off,despite all the times he whacked me up like as if i was sum roti prata...despite everything.He has always been there for Us everytime we needed him.He will never let anyone else in de world lay a finger on us.He 's our pillar of strength and confidence.And obviously,hes de only man in the world who loves us de MOst.Though i will never tell him this,Ive always been secretly wishing that i will marry sumone very much like my dad.Sumone who loves his kids and wife more then he loves his freaking life.
And i hate it when ppl label him the Black sheep of de Family.Yeah he aint the typical Religious Daddy,he very much likes to party.Its not as if hes never there,Hes ALWays there!We get our fair amount of daddy's love all de time. ..And i dun understand y ppl r juz waiting for Us(his kids) to screw up.They r juz waiting around the corner for us to do sumthing very very wrong that wld bring shame to his name.Well too badd..the world Got the shocked of their Lives when My sis Decided to wear the hijab.They cldnt believe it.Cldnt register it in their freaking brains.HOw cld HIs Daughter be one of de first to cover up...when everyone has been waiting for her to screw up juz like her dad......WE aint perfect kids, we cross the line too sumtimes.But we noe how much of de line tt we wanna step over.We have curfews,we cant wear sleeveless we cant club...we cant have Boyfrens till we r 21....those r the main Rules.Ppl use to think my dad was MAD coz he was "too strict " wif us.But hey i think my sis turn out well on de whole.i never did understand y my dad was soo strict on us.I use to wonder y we cant do the many things other kids can do.But now ,i finally can c the reason behind all his actions.Ive also realise now that de world's waiting for Me to screw up.My turn now.I 'll say it again, i aint perfect.But hey ill do watever it takes not to screw up.And i dun blame him at all.I love him even more.And the whole world can call him whatever they want.Bark all u want.
Coz He will always be the best Man in our lives.No one can change tt fact.
XOXO,
4:26:00 AM
4:26:00 AM
Argggghhh!!...my dear lovely brother bought Meteora for me!!!..argghhh...Awesome!!!!....
I love u guys!(this gooes to Nobrainner and Jaafar for de Evanescence album too)
I love u guys!(this gooes to Nobrainner and Jaafar for de Evanescence album too)
XOXO,
2:41:00 AM
2:41:00 AM