♥ Friday, May 02, 2003
*Sleepless*
Trying very hard to get my bum up to study for my upcoming papers.Im so unprepared.My maths juz simply suk.My javascript..hmm..no comments.Thank god theres only 2 papers.and i die die gotta pass my maths coz i wunt have to take it anymore for de rest of my life if i pass this.So ppl wish me luck aight?!;)
~Reveal to me the mysteries
Can you tell me what it means?
Explain these motions and metaphors
Unlock these secrets in me
Describe your vision, the meaning is missing
Won't anybody listen?
Define the riddles of my mind
Nothing is strictly what it seems
Can you see it? The writing,
Can you tell me what it means?
Translate the symbols, Enigma
Expressions keep questioning me
The message is written, the meaning is missing
Won't anybody Listen?
Prophecies, interpretate the signs
Nothing is really what it seems~
~POD's Sleeping Awake~
Trying very hard to get my bum up to study for my upcoming papers.Im so unprepared.My maths juz simply suk.My javascript..hmm..no comments.Thank god theres only 2 papers.and i die die gotta pass my maths coz i wunt have to take it anymore for de rest of my life if i pass this.So ppl wish me luck aight?!;)
~Reveal to me the mysteries
Can you tell me what it means?
Explain these motions and metaphors
Unlock these secrets in me
Describe your vision, the meaning is missing
Won't anybody listen?
Define the riddles of my mind
Nothing is strictly what it seems
Can you see it? The writing,
Can you tell me what it means?
Translate the symbols, Enigma
Expressions keep questioning me
The message is written, the meaning is missing
Won't anybody Listen?
Prophecies, interpretate the signs
Nothing is really what it seems~
~POD's Sleeping Awake~
XOXO,
5:35:00 AM
5:35:00 AM
♥ Thursday, May 01, 2003
*stupid stupid american GUNDUS*
Y trenyceeeee!!!!????...u fools...argghhh..im Pist!!..pist 2 de Max!!!..what in de blue hell are u thinking...are u ppl NUTS?....Y not JOshua???...so What is he a FARKING marine?....He sounds like a SHEEP abt to be Slaughtered, Bloody mangy Spoiled Sore Loser.I hope HE stumbles upon my site and read this.Argh this is one big reason y i dunt wanna get soo addicted to reality tv shows too much..Look at this.One perfect example.Everyone NOES he was SUPPOSE to be out....but noooo...they had to chose TRENYCE and RUBEN in de BOTTOM 2~..sheesh~..americans shhld juz go find themselves sum BRAINS.
Y trenyceeeee!!!!????...u fools...argghhh..im Pist!!..pist 2 de Max!!!..what in de blue hell are u thinking...are u ppl NUTS?....Y not JOshua???...so What is he a FARKING marine?....He sounds like a SHEEP abt to be Slaughtered, Bloody mangy Spoiled Sore Loser.I hope HE stumbles upon my site and read this.Argh this is one big reason y i dunt wanna get soo addicted to reality tv shows too much..Look at this.One perfect example.Everyone NOES he was SUPPOSE to be out....but noooo...they had to chose TRENYCE and RUBEN in de BOTTOM 2~..sheesh~..americans shhld juz go find themselves sum BRAINS.
XOXO,
6:37:00 AM
6:37:00 AM
i love her...*sigh*
XOXO,
4:03:00 AM
4:03:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2003
~I dunnoe~
The conversation we had last night, only made me Wonder abt so many things.I wonder y do u pretend everything's fine.I wonder y do u hide yourself from me knowing that ill still noe .I wonder y u insist on Hiding the Better you.I wonder whether it hurts U to even tok to me..coz it Hurts me.I wonder y do u make yourself sound like the worst scum of de earth when your not.Y are u pretending?..Whats the point of Hiding?..What do u get? Ur a walking contradiction.U dun mean half of all the things u said.The only reason y u said them was Me.U wanted Me to have the Impression that ur a lowlife scum.U wanted me to Have the Impression that u changed.But truthfully, all i can see is this person who tries too hard to make me Hate him.And its not working at all.Honestly,i still see that person i fell in love with few years back.Juz a very Bruised one.And one who's trying to be sumone hes not.Maybe u think im shallow enuf to believe this "Pretence".Maybe not.Maybe im wrong.Maybe not.But i cant help but feel this way.I wonder if u even read my blogs in de first place.Maybe u do.Maybe u dunt.*sigh*...
The conversation we had last night, only made me Wonder abt so many things.I wonder y do u pretend everything's fine.I wonder y do u hide yourself from me knowing that ill still noe .I wonder y u insist on Hiding the Better you.I wonder whether it hurts U to even tok to me..coz it Hurts me.I wonder y do u make yourself sound like the worst scum of de earth when your not.Y are u pretending?..Whats the point of Hiding?..What do u get? Ur a walking contradiction.U dun mean half of all the things u said.The only reason y u said them was Me.U wanted Me to have the Impression that ur a lowlife scum.U wanted me to Have the Impression that u changed.But truthfully, all i can see is this person who tries too hard to make me Hate him.And its not working at all.Honestly,i still see that person i fell in love with few years back.Juz a very Bruised one.And one who's trying to be sumone hes not.Maybe u think im shallow enuf to believe this "Pretence".Maybe not.Maybe im wrong.Maybe not.But i cant help but feel this way.I wonder if u even read my blogs in de first place.Maybe u do.Maybe u dunt.*sigh*...
XOXO,
8:22:00 PM
8:22:00 PM
~Evanescence's Understanding~
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we idolize
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
"You're not alone, are you?"
"Never... Never."
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we idolize
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
"You're not alone, are you?"
"Never... Never."
XOXO,
3:48:00 AM
3:48:00 AM
♥ Monday, April 28, 2003
*Wahhhlauu.. y am i not surpriseee...ill prolly die and rot in hell..sheesh*
Which Stupid Stereotype Are You?
this quiz was made by Erin
Which Stupid Stereotype Are You?
this quiz was made by Erin
XOXO,
6:25:00 AM
6:25:00 AM
♥ Sunday, April 27, 2003
Chaos Rawks!
My sis n me met up with "De Blackrose" for dinner in Town last nite..and boy did we have Fun! The main intention of meeting up was to hang out and tok abt sum very screwed up matters.We were all Broke but ..hmm sumhow one way or another ,we manage to fill our very hungry Tummies.But hey..being us,we strayed away frm the topic..noeing tt it wld get us very depress....instead we had lotsa Fun~!
Ive always had the impression that i would never be able to fit into CHAOS labelled clothes.BUt sheesh i was soo wrong.And ive realised how Fun it is to have a Cousin working there whos tending to the place all alone.we Practically got the whole place to ourselves.So obviously my dear gorgeous sis and cousin had an idea .They made me tried on like 90% of all the clothes in the shop....Ok maybe im exaggerating...prolly 60% of de clothes there.They made me tried clothes tt ill never dream of wearing..haha..clothes tt will prolly make my dad skin me alive if he cs me in it,clothes tt ill never ever have the guts to wear out..and clothes tts bloody Farking too expensive!and now thanks to them,ive fallen in love with this long sleeve top that costs like 60 bukeroos,*phew*.I want that top so badly im even planning to start saving up for it.I want that top so badly i think i dreamt abt it last night.Arghhh...sheesh..im getting sick..
Anyways,De blackRose ended up sleeping over at my place sumhow.Its been awhile since the house was soo "kecoh"...we were still yakking away at 2am and i still cant believe how i manage to squeeze my tiny little pathetic bums together with their(my sis and blackrose)HUGE ones on one pathetic queen size bed.BUt hey come to think abt it,its been quite awhile since i had TT much fun last nite...so sigh..Any kind soul willing to donate 60 bucks to me out there?..please be welcome to tag my board...
My sis n me met up with "De Blackrose" for dinner in Town last nite..and boy did we have Fun! The main intention of meeting up was to hang out and tok abt sum very screwed up matters.We were all Broke but ..hmm sumhow one way or another ,we manage to fill our very hungry Tummies.But hey..being us,we strayed away frm the topic..noeing tt it wld get us very depress....instead we had lotsa Fun~!
Ive always had the impression that i would never be able to fit into CHAOS labelled clothes.BUt sheesh i was soo wrong.And ive realised how Fun it is to have a Cousin working there whos tending to the place all alone.we Practically got the whole place to ourselves.So obviously my dear gorgeous sis and cousin had an idea .They made me tried on like 90% of all the clothes in the shop....Ok maybe im exaggerating...prolly 60% of de clothes there.They made me tried clothes tt ill never dream of wearing..haha..clothes tt will prolly make my dad skin me alive if he cs me in it,clothes tt ill never ever have the guts to wear out..and clothes tts bloody Farking too expensive!and now thanks to them,ive fallen in love with this long sleeve top that costs like 60 bukeroos,*phew*.I want that top so badly im even planning to start saving up for it.I want that top so badly i think i dreamt abt it last night.Arghhh...sheesh..im getting sick..
Anyways,De blackRose ended up sleeping over at my place sumhow.Its been awhile since the house was soo "kecoh"...we were still yakking away at 2am and i still cant believe how i manage to squeeze my tiny little pathetic bums together with their(my sis and blackrose)HUGE ones on one pathetic queen size bed.BUt hey come to think abt it,its been quite awhile since i had TT much fun last nite...so sigh..Any kind soul willing to donate 60 bucks to me out there?..please be welcome to tag my board...
XOXO,
8:53:00 PM
8:53:00 PM