Tribute-2005

dear boyfren.
the year is coming to an end.with the beginning of new one.
and once again,im spending it with you.
as much as i hate to admit it,yes i do miss your presence terribly these days.

and no,its not because uve been treating me badly.
you ve been doing a fantastic job as the perfect boyfren for crappy kinah.
and there's nothing more i could ask of you.
im contented enough.
and life has been always blissful ever since u came into it.
it seems that kinah has always been seen smiling giggling or laughing hysterically.

i do seem to have a problem displaying my affection in words face to face though.
i cant seem to find the exact precise words to say to you when we are talking.
its either i end up cracking a lame joke, or worst just end up tripping on my skirt in front of you.
(which i am pretty sure, you have gotten use to by now).
everytime i feel like telling you all these, i ll end up looking stupid.
and you ll end up in fits of laughter.

so all these crap aside,
i just want you to know that its been an awesome 2 years ride with you.
a thousand apologies for all those tantrums that ive bestowed upon you.
though u have only yourself to blame for spoiling me silly with all that love.
(then again, you cant really help it can you?)
a thousand apologies for all the trouble ive put you thru.
(me being undecisive and all,abt what food i want to eat etc etc)

thank you for ALWAYS listening.
thank you for ALWAYS being there.
thank you for loving me so much that i cant really comprehend how sumone
can love me as much as u do.
seriously,i can be quite a mess sometimes.

life has been very very beautiful with you around.
and god willing,it ll stay beautiful for a very very long time.
i love you with all my heart.
and there s not a single day that goes by
without me thanking god that he brought you to me.

ps:2 years,and im still bouncing on cloud 9 with the care bears;)

XOXO,
4:58:00 AM

menstrual cramps is the root of all evil.
do not EVER provoke a woman who suffers from it.
else u shall bear the consequence.
hell hath no fury like a woman pms-ing.
beware.

i need my pink pills.

XOXO,
2:28:00 AM

Mayday mayday

apparently i have been attracting the wrong crowd with this current hairstyle of mine.
i get weird mats messaging me on frenster.some with stupid names.
like bluetoygun??
like wha??
and its really sickening given the fact that:

1.they sound extremely dumb on their profiles.
(eg:hi im a DECENT frenly guy etc etc..hobbies:clubbing booze sex chicks.??wtf??)

2.they have a whole load of Girls on their fren list(sexually deprive BUAYA alert!!)

3.they look HORRIBLE(and pretend that they are brad pitt in their photos.)

4.after all those horrible negative attributes,they got the cheek to act expensive and ask u to add them on ur fren list when they r the interested parties!!
nahbeh fucking arsewipes!!

and they think I would entertain this rubbish?
cockernathans.
how horribly stupid can the mats get these days?
i mean they have always been stupid.
but how stupid can stupid get?

its bad enuf they got the worst fashion sense on the surface of this god forsaken earth.
whats with the ugly pyjama pants and tapered jeans.
and stop trying so hard to look like good charlotte vocalist with that eyeliner and piercings on ur face.
u ll only resemble moscow's circus clowns.(even they sometimes look better)
it doesnt work trust me.

you people are the biggest jokes of the society.
if only sumone wld knock your hollow skulls.
to wake up and smell the coffee!
beneath all that westernized facade lies a zaki ,ali,ahmad,salleh
who eats lontong/nasi lemak/mee rebus for breakfast every morning!!

XOXO,
10:38:00 PM