east coast today.
cycling session with the crazy cousins..
since siti payung's leaving and all..
it was tiringly fun la.
so bloody kecoh..
there's alot of rubbish conversation whenever u put all of us together.
from humpy zahirah to oil spill foreign workers.
walked frm one end of east coast to the there.
3 hours of cycling left my thighs numb and sore.
scummy came down for awhile.
apparently everyone was in east coast today..
that includes his whole kudumbam family too..
it was fucking fun la.
and im jus fucking tired now.
back to work tomorrow.
sigh.
vicious cycle.
ps: you spoiled the day AGAIN.why am i not suprise.
ironic isnt it? you WERE my role model.i wanted to do everything you did.
i wanted to be everything u were.
and now, i want NOTHING to do with you.
He's right you noe,you are fucking selfish and you know it.
the only reason why im shutting up and tolerating your shit is because of them.
because they want you around when you dun even give a shit abt us.
because they still love you despite the stranger that you have become.
because i cant be bothered.and i seriously do not want to be anywhere involve in your life.
its your life.
and if you cant help urself.
no one can.
i give up.
i gave up on you a long time ago.
jus leave us alone soon enuf.
and stop hurting them.
ironic isnt it?
blood IS NOT really thicker then water afterall.