*Valentines's Day*

Aight the LAB TEST is over..sheesh..i had a copy of the answers under my desk all the while...haha..i think Mr simon was expecting everyone to copy..hell wif him.im gona pass..so sure abt that..and yea to everyone a very happy valentine's day.i only remebered it after i reach skool.sheesh*..while my sis is being chase by ardents fans in tampiness sec there..here im:cing ugly couples walking hand in hand wearing those couple t shirt..with the girls thinking we r actually checking their ugly bfs out(aww how sweet,*pukes*)
Snobbish girls holding out their roses for all to c in the engineering canteen(im juz being a sourgrape on this coz i dun think ill be getting any roses this yr)
Guys in Pink jackets~!(tok abt gross)
ppl dressing up so bloody damn formally when its not even Presentation Month yet~
Mr albert Chua in a Good mood for Once .(prolly thanks to his wife,wunder wat she did to him last nite)

One of my closest Galfren in skool,Munira did the sweetest thing for me today~..she got me this small mini cat statue..prolly the size of my thumb.its even of the same color as my Tiger~!Thanks alot nini..that was sooo sweet..and oh yea Juliza promised me Chocolates if i turn up for stagearts practise tonite...ill prolly even get NINI's share since she aint turning up...

XOXO,
10:23:00 PM

ARGH~!....

Todays the big day~!..in a few hours time at abt 2 pm sharp ill be taking my very much dreaded c programming test.Arggghhh..I haven even study the Practical 3 shit i was suppose to go thru..still got the bloody cheek to write my blog...Dammn dammn dammn...And stagearts is Killing me....bloody tiring business i tell U~....well better go study now...haha..like as if it will make a difference..~

and anyone who hasnt watch The hindi movie KAANTE yet...go watch it~..AWESOME show Great Soundtrack..

XOXO,
4:23:00 PM

Memories...
Was in the train wif linda on my way to skool today.everything was going my way..so far..i mean it was in the Morning after all.Train stopped at Khatib and guess wat of all the bloody ppl to come in..it must be Jack,and his 2 chinese girlfrens.That was enuf to ruin my whole day ahead.i pretended that he wasnt there......Its been a yr since i broke up with him but i dunnoe y..im still going thru the getting over Him period..

call it anything u want..i dunnoe..sumtimes i think this whole thing i going thru thanks to him is soo dumb..its soo not mee..and everytime i tell myself that its over..im finally over him..all i need is to c he s face and everything comes back to square one...doesnt help the fact that hes in NYP too.

i hate this. I hate this feelings.i hate him for Making me go thru this.I hate Him for everything hes done.i hate Him for not being there for me anymore.
i hate myself more for Not being strong enuf.I hate myself for ever allowing him into my life without thinking twice.I hate myself for Letting him go sumtimes.i did wat i think was right..obviously there was no point in going on in a relantionship when its going nowhere,..not my fault that Hes mum hates me coz im MUSLIM...not my fault thats HES punju...but yesh it was my fault to run away frm facts .It was my fault to hope .it was my fault that my brains got stuck in a castle on the clouds for 2 bloody yrs.
This is so stupid.i feel pathetic right now.Y am i going thru this.bloody waste of my time.i tend to compare every other guy i noe with HIM...when is this whole thing gona be over...so sick of it...so sick of bumping into him..i dun want to c him..i dun wanna noe of his existence..i wish i cld take it all back..

XOXO,
6:18:00 AM

**VIVEK OBEROI**
Recently ive developed a serious case of infatuation wif this Bollywood Boy...i dunnoe y..but ive actually been Surfing the Net day and Night juz to GAWK at his Pics...HELP~~!!..i m going Nuts~..sheesh i sound like an airhead...but .. wld u LOOK at that~~~>

XOXO,
3:41:00 AM