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I miss you.I miss you i miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.
Dunt ask me why.
I seriously have no idea myself.
been some time actually since ive missed anyone this badly.
Which is weird.
Considering the fact that its only been 2 days since i last saw you.
2 days!!!*bleah*
Congratulations.
You ve officially been knighted "the Disturbance of my Mental state of Mind"

ps:..ive finally updated my pictures section..with all the pics we have taken recently..*phew*

XOXO,
7:49:00 PM

Ive been cursed with a horrible horrible migraine.
Its splitting my skull into 2..(k im exaggerating)
glad the papers r finally over n done with..
i need sleep..
i need chocolates..
i need to party...
and throw all that database shit out of my pea size brains...
Huge thanks to Dear Mr Scumbag for all that VB tutorings we had..
and to Koki for all those notes and revision sessions we had in the library..
i dunnoe what ill do without these 2 ppl...*sigh*

XOXO,
4:57:00 AM

Mantra

come on WITCH,
you can do this..
Just one more day to go..
One more day of Vomitting BrainJuice all over..
One more Night..
Of endless torture..
Of memorising and talking out loud alone...
of highlighting and underlining Keywords..
with Your colourful Free Tampiness secondary school free national day highlighters..
Of drawing weird sick models..
making desperate futile attempts to understand them
which is equivalent to You Trying to Speak Tamil..

Just one more day..
Just one more damn bloody paper..
Open that damn Database Book n start revising..
what the hell r u doing blogging in the first place..
u have approximately less then 24 hours left to finish revising 5 damn topics on Database Management..
Bloody sick ER diagrams and Relational Models and what so have yous..
You can do it WITCH.
quit fretting.
get ur ass up and start Working!

XOXO,
6:20:00 AM

End of the road?

I ve been thinking alot lately..
On what the hell im going do after the diploma in approximately 1 year
provided i dunt flung any of my modules for the next few semesters..
hmm..

and to my utmost horrification,
i seriously have no idea or whatsoever.
it just hit me that im "dream" less..and very NOT the ambitious.
i dunt noe what im going to do and where im going to go..
bloody jabroni..
this is bad isnt it?

Not that i never had any ambition at all..
ive ALWAYS (n i mean ALWAYS) wanted to be an Egyptologist.(laugh all u want u dopeheads)
eversince i was in primary 6?
Ancient Egypt is and will always be one of my Biggest Interest..
Unfortunately,
the so called "mummy" at home told me to step over her dead body if i so much as to even thought about migrating to egypt.
so there u have it.
dream 1->down the drain.

2nd ambition was kinda similar.
i wanted to work for the National Geographic Magazine.(yes laugh people laugh)
be part of their research team..
go digging for gold In some Tombstone ala TomBRaider style?
interviewing some Kung bushmen in africa?
attemptin to develop & maintain a Greenhouse in Alaska(do they even have greenhouses over there?)?
Landing my ass into the Bermuda Triangle wldnt be that bad either...hmm..

but then again..
as u can see..
all that requires travelling..
and the "mummy" at home refuses to allow her precious brat of a 2nd daughter to travel alone without her.
ESP after she read sum article from the news paper on how local kids go abroad to study ending up becoming
sex driven party animals(dunt let me catch that fella who wrote tt article)???

dream 2->down the drain

so there u have it.
im dreamless and ambitionless..since then.
ive been contemplating on becoming a system analyst..
sounds cool huh?
but sheesh..i dunt think i have what it takes?
zilch knowledge.
everything 0...*bleah*

hmm...Speaking of which..
ill probably end up becoming a young fat bloated housewife..
wif 5 babies to look after and one house to take care of..
*gasps*
..Counselling please?

XOXO,
8:01:00 AM