Contradictionsi realised that i have been going on and on abt how much i am missing
my scumbag these days.
and yesh, i find it nauseating myself.
i used to make fun of a whole load of people who blogged about nothing but
their daily activities with their boyfrens.
*like hello, no one's asking and no one wants to noe*..
but but, i also realised that blogging's the only way out for me.
i mean its definitely better then going to each and every one of ur gfs
and yakking away about how much u r missing your boyfrens right?
im sure they wldnt wanna noe too, they are just being POLITE.
at least the blog doesnt have to be polite to me.
it just shuts up while i go on and on and on and on.
which is a good thing.
cause im not bugging anyone or wasting somebody's time out there.
so yesh here i go again,
i miss my scumbag very very BADLY.
so much so that it's turning into a HINDI film.
i see him everywhere.
even hiding behind trees.
i cld have sworn that i saw his face smiling at me
behind the immigration counter just now.
Betul macam cerite tamil sak.
either i am slowly rotting into oblivion.
or i am just going mental.
dear feroz,
it's only monday and friday seems so near yet so far.
please book out faster.
if there's means of booking out anytime earlier,
please enlighten me with it.
trust me, i ll kill just to get u out of camp.