Losing Grip
i seriously have no idea whats happening to me...
To many people to please..
Too many priorities and commitments..
i guess im losing it all..
Sometimes i feel like throwing everything away
and running far away from it in the opposite direction.
sometimes i just couldnt care less abt the world..
Sometimes i seriously dunt give a damn to anyone's opinion for that matter.
Sometimes sometimes sometimes...
I hate commitments.
i hate it when im forced to be involved in sumthing which im not keen on doing.
and the only reason im doing it is because i feel a certain sense of obligation to that particular he/she.
i hate it when im required to follow sumbody elses rules and not my own.
I feel like a trapped mouse.
I dunt think that i should mix wif you people on a 24 hours basis just because im in that particular club.
i happen to have my own social life too.
i rather spend my poly days spending time and having fun with the people dearest to me..
then spending it with the club members everywhere.
why should i waste my time with shallow minded idiots who think that they r the coolest people around?
The club isnt everything.
Bloody hell.
Call me whatever u want.
Irresponsible?Loser?Outcaste?
Whatever.
i couldnt care less.
Ill do what i want to do as and when i want to.
Just scram if u dunt like it..