Of MOnkeys and Hell

its about time i blog abt my one week of skool.
Basically ive been coming back home really late and by the time i do..
ill be too exhausted to be doing anything else.

The auditions was HIlarious.Like i said.
I was given the once in a lifetime chance to do the interview i guess..haha..wif sum of the Seniors being not to happy abt it
(2nd yrs arent suppose to do it)..but obviously the Bastoots..didnt have much of a choice.
So me and Nini did it wif Jon's Help on Wednesday.
sum Unexpected ppl came down...
For example Saran came dwn with the Brady Bunch.
It was really funny interviewing ppl u already r on good terms wif.
My brother gave me Chocolates and Viknash said i look beautiful..sucker Ups..haha...
Haihan was so soft spoken..i cldnt hear whatever he was saying..
feroz was so loud..i guess The ppl in pasir ris cld hear his voice.
arthur was Lovable as usual...and wan was quiet..sheesh.
and E**** was a SNOB.
he is so out of the List.trust me on this.

didnt turned up for the 2nd day of the audition coz i got lab assisting to do..
so there i was stuck in the Lab wif Gokila Haniza and Saran till 930..
cracking up lame jokes and all..Yada yada..and had a good heart to heart tok wif my brother after such a long time.

I went for the Last day of the audition which was today.
Did the interviewing this time wif Haniza Manisa Munira and Jonathan there.
There were alot of china Girls who came up..and a few Really rotten Grapes...i got pist juz by looking at their faces.
Sum of the China girls didnt even noe what i was toking abt..they needed Jon to translate everything to them..
and they didnt even give answers in complete sentences...sheesh....not tt i mind...i juz got irritated when i found out that they were there
coz they wanted to dance.
so y in the blue hell did u sign up for Theatre Management then!?...
if u cant speak english..im sure u can at least READ sum to get ur ass into sum Poly in Spore.
Nvm about that...there were the Few good ones too la....this sweet looking Minah tudung ,this English speaking Britney Wannabe..
and this really uber cool malay girl whom i was quite impressed wif.

Not forgettting the Only One malay Mat whom all the girls were swooning at...even i was taken in at first by his "oh so Very Fake " charm.
*urgh*
But forget it..dunt think hes getting his ass into TMT..JOn hates him too..JOnathan calls HIm "the Nonok"..and i have no idea y..hahaha..bloody funny.

I actually had Tonnes of Fun today...Forgot abt my Worries for awhile.
Sat down in sum corner wif Nini Haniza and Manisa after everything and crap the night away.
We luffed and luffed and luffed ..i swore my Intestines cld juz spill out any moment.
Manisa's a freaking eccentric JOker.NO one wld have any idea she cld come out wif JOkes like that.
cracks ppl up like nobody's business..sheesh.

so anyways i better stop blabbering now..and get sum sleep.
i have a WEdding to help out at tomorrow...Unbelievable.
im so tired.i need a break.

XOXO,
10:19:00 AM

Fallen.

Im suppose to be blogging abt the auditions last nite..but i juz dunt have the mood too..
Not tt the auditions went suckily..it was hilarious.
but im juz not in the mood right now..
Thanks to YOU.
Urgh.Leave me alone.

Been stuck on this song for de past few days.
How very true.

Goodbye to You
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

XOXO,
10:38:00 PM

Why cant u juz let it all go?
And run..far far away from me?
It would have been way much easier for me if i actually had a reason to Make myself Hate you.
But i dunt.and Your not helping either.
Sometimes i wished i hadnt met you.
Then i wldnt have met the perfect boy for me,
whose Only one Flaw was His Biggest one.
I wldnt start comparing every other guy i meet to you then..
That they cant do the things u do..that they r not like you.
this is crazy...
i dunt like you.

Our Farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

XOXO,
6:43:00 PM

Of Moghinis and Fetucinnis.

Yesterday was my first day at Work.And i cant believe i was paid to sit down and shake my legs till 930pm.
Koki and me were having the time of our lives wif the Whole stinking lab all by ourselves.
According to Yippy sir..(the IT technician)..students will only start pouring in next week ..
we also did managed to Smuggle in Uma 's Bf into the lab for awhile.Miraculously.
Coz he aint Nypian..Haha but no one figured it out.
Wonderfully isnt it when Authority is given to YOU..*EvilSmile*...

Jon also told me that ill be Interviewing the New freshies that signed up for Theatre Management during the StageArts Auditions this week.
*phew*...Work again..i dunt even noe what to ask them...Lame set of questions?
I cldnt even answer My questions during my own interview in the first yr.
Im convince i got in thanks to my SISTER's Reputation in StageArts....*bleargh*
But nevetheless,..all u Freshies out there better be nice to me during the interview..
show me ur stinking sulks and tts it ..ur considered out.
Wonderfully isnt it when Authority is given to you..*EvilSmile*...

Aight i gtg start My e Learning shit rite now..got a freaking Software development Quiz later...Damnit.
so Mornings ppl!

XOXO,
5:52:00 PM