White Flag

its finally sunday!
the one day where i get to rest my tired bums at home for de whole day..
i finally woke up late juz now..my timetable sucks...everyday's an 8am class..holy crap.

and the worst thing is..theres quite a number of female lecturers for this semester..
and female lecturers r bitches.bigtime!
theres one who screams in the MIC!retard.
i cant skip classes anymore..damn it..i cant even skip my morning classes..damn it ..no more breakfast!

oh yea
i cant believe macdonald stopped selling the chicken singaporridge.

i better stop whining for now.

XOXO,
9:52:00 PM

First week's finally over.bloody hectic.
and here r the ppl tt matters d most in skool.

XOXO,
4:41:00 AM

what do u call tt feeling u have when ur utterly depress over nothing at all?
when ur heart's feeling damn heavy for nothing in particular?
when all u wanna do is cry ur hearts out for no reason at all?
when ur head feels like its hit over with a bloody stone several times?
when all you wanna do is close ur eyes.
when all u want is a minute of silence around you.

to escape from the real world.

back to those fragile beautiful crystal moments that ive shared with you.
back to those dreams.
back to my castle above the clouds.

reality bites i guess.
damn it.

XOXO,
7:03:00 AM

the beginning of a new semester tomorrow..
ill probably b sleeping 4 my first practical module..
pathetic timetable..everyday starts at 8am!
what the fuck is wrong wif this skool?
shitheads..sigh..but then again..i get to meet all my sidekicks again..
time to have fun ppl!!;)..
expect loads of crap this time frm lynn,yanqing n me in class.
we ll kick Linda's ass to de moon.
woohoo!
and hey..i get to "bump" into my baby as and when i like it..yeays;)

XOXO,
4:04:00 AM

stop crying my hearts out?

none of my new year resolutions ever happened.

1998-stop being a chatterbox
1999-stop being a chatterbox
2000-stop being a chatterbox

2001-gain some weight n "assets" & stop being a chatterbox

2002-to look like the exact replica of ashwariya rai(which obviously requires a total EXTREME makeover) & stop being a chatterbox.

2003-stop being insignificantly tiny,small n unseen around ppl,gain some weight n "assets",to look like the exact replica of ashwariya rai & stop being a chatterbox.

i repeat, None of these ever happened.

so therefore...
i shakinah has hereby declare myself a Quitter in making any new year's resolution.
they stink.
and they never come true.
so yea to hell with them.
*bleah*

XOXO,
12:22:00 AM