there's been chaos happening around me recently.
i see them and i feel them.
to get involve would not be one of my options.
neither do i want to be the cause of it.

i ve realise that i haven been appreciating ur efforts enough.
im so surrounded by these chaotic people,
that sumhow at the very end of the line,
i fail to see u there
standing with ur arms wide open n that serene smile.
waitin to catch me whenever i fall.

sumone told me that i should count myself lucky.
for having you beside me for so long.
and that i should hold on to you and never ever let go.
cause findin the right person doesnt happen that often nowadays.

reality bites.
and its a disturbing world that we r living in these days.
i thank god he made u part of the long dream that im going thru right now.
sumhow, with you, everything else seems pretty enough.

im sorry.
i truly am.

XOXO,
6:20:00 AM

more pictures!!!
i noe i noe im nauseatingly so full of myself..
but i cant help it.
im an ugly camwhore..so be it!

XOXO,
5:46:00 AM

presenting me at work with a Garuda b747-400 series.
yes i hate to wear tt yellow vest too.
but if i dun, CAAS will fine me a 150 bukeroos.so dunt talk much
unless u wanna help me pay.
oh and thats yanqing and our darling teacher rueben!
isnt he just sooooo cute!!

XOXO,
6:32:00 AM

im sooooooooo effing tireeddddddd..
no wait a minute, tired is an understatement..

2 more weeks till the end of my course.
the class was trying to teach me the different dialect languages.
and i was trying to teach yanqing malay.
uber cool.. and i found out tt hainanese men are sooo husband material..
if only rueben's son was abit older..
2 years old is too young for me to force marriage upon.

you should really hear her say "aku benci kau".
akooo benci cowwwwww...
its fucking hilarious.
Fucking with a capital F.
she makes malay sounds Japanese.

sheesh.
and oh oh,
i learn how to say Prostitute in Hokkien!
puah lok kueh!puah lok kueh!

hokkien's so cool !
everything sounds vulgar when u say it in hokkien!
even their good morning sounds like a fuck you.
awesome dude.
dunt try this at home though.
unless u wanna get a slap from mummy;)

XOXO,
6:27:00 AM

Melt
vishnu's wedding was sweet.
met up wif the rest of the load control department.
and as usual, yanqin and me were too busy wif the camera.
esp since it was her first time going to a malay wedding.
with the exception tt the groom converted.lol.

and then i headed down to bugis wif the cute policeman.
for my weekly dose of mocha frap and oreo cheesecake.
that is approximately 3 hours before he booked into PA.
sigh.*hugs*

XOXO,
6:04:00 AM