Achilles and Ikan Bilis

Aight confessions confessions confessions..
This is going to sound pretty much like all the other female bloggers ive seen for the past few days..
..ermm here goes nothing...
.....I wanna watch TROY!!!!!!!!
*bleah* that was it.

Personally i think Van helsing was cool..
Though I very much prefered Underworld...
But Nvm back to this..
i wanna watch TROY!!!

Hint hint @ the Scumbag---> I wanna watch TROY!!!!...can we go?can we go pretty PUHlease?

XOXO,
4:01:00 PM

i cant believe LATOYA's OUT!
Fuck u americans!
she was my Favourite!!!
That jasmine Wussy act cute bitch should get a flying kick ass to the MOON.
Americans are dumb.
that includes Bush and his whole Administration Club.
Fuck u asswipes.

XOXO,
7:58:00 AM

The Lions sing and the Hills take Flight,
The Moon by day and the Sun by night,
Blind woman,deaf man, JackDaw Fool,
Let the Lord of Chaos Rule.
-Robert Jordan's Wheel of Time Lord of Chaos.

XOXO,
8:01:00 PM

My head hurts.My heart's heavy.
Nows the time when i dont wanna be me...
I feel like im in a game of tug of war.
See whos the strongest to pull Kinah apart.
Pull her to pieces and u ll win.
Rip her apart. and u ll be the champion.
or even better Rip her guts and Heart s off and u ll win a million bucks.
Woowee.
So whos winning?
Is she torn to pieces already?

Im in anguish.
The silence n patience kept inside is deafening.
i feel like screaming,for crying out loud.

XOXO,
4:11:00 AM

Finally.
i met the Scumbag last evening.
The perfect drug to stabilise my physical n mental state of mind.
To not see him is equivalent to sentencing me with the Cold turkey treatment.
To prevent me from meeting him is like leaving me reduced to a certain pathetic low life shivering blood sucking leech.
Hes the epitome of the perfect painkiller for me.
i can finally sleep in peace now.
gd nite.

XOXO,
4:27:00 PM

Milkshake

im having an msn conversation with Haniza right now.
and she just passed me this thing.

*sings this along to Kelis' Milkshake Song*
"My pokemon bring all the nerds to the yard,
and there like, do you wanna trade cards,
damn right, lets trade some cards,
ill trade u, but not my charizard

ok its lame.
but hell it made me luffed.
lol.
im going to sing it to mastan on a repeat mode today.
*evilsmiles*

XOXO,
7:05:00 PM

Love??

its these rare quiet moments i have with myself that gets me thinking.
Gets me thinking real hard.
On what do I really want in life at the end of it all?
On the ambitions that i never had or bothered abt at all?
On my so called Dreams?
On my priorities in life.
WHO and what do i prioritize?

what the hell do i want?
be in love?
provided i go thru all of Love's shitty ups and downs like every other couple does?
(trust me.i ve heard enough negative love stories to last me for a freaking lifetime)

or be alone.
Uncommited to anyone or anything in particular.
Feelingless.Nothingness.an swirling deep Empty Void that goes on n on.

what the hell is the defination behind love anyway?
Sacrificing?..giving in? understanding?..forgiving?
just to make the other party happy?..just to see that smile?

I really dont know.
Ambitionless.
I feel like a loser.

I hate being alone.
I hate this silence.
I hate being un-occupied.
i hate feeling this way.
maybe i just miss him like crazy.
thats y.
damn.damn.damn.

XOXO,
2:41:00 AM

Today sucked.
I dunt like today coz im jus feeling supremely pissed off at myself and the rest of the world.
Like who in the bloody blue hell cares whether im pissed or not?
I noe you dont.
so jus Ignore this Post.
No big deal really.
Not every day's a sunday.
esp when its really a sunday and its not feeling like a sunday?
ah..im blabbering shit again.
Stop toking to yourself kinah.
u freak of nature.
get a life.
A normal sane one that is.
and no this is not PMS.
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With or Without you
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

XOXO,
7:10:00 AM