night shift starts later at 11pm.
Dear feroz's drivin me to work tonight.
lovely.lovely.lovely.
can hardly wait.
about time.
one more night of work and its off with my 3 off days.
whoosh.

Tiger at his very successful attempt to grab my attention away from the computer.
all i need in this life of sin,is me and my tiger;)

XOXO,
5:16:00 AM

i did an evacuation flight from lebanon yesterday.
and no words can describe how disturbing it was.
sure it looked like just another airline,
but the plane was not allowed to park into the terminals.
instead they were put on hold at the bay.
and yea the transit pax were not allowed out for their 20mins break as per normal routine.
instead they were told to stay inside the aircraft until the departure crew came.
bloody bullshit if you ask me.
the atmosphere in the aircraft itself was tensed.
the passengers were exhausted and worried.
hugging their babies tightly to their bosoms with caution.
the men are restless pacing to n fro in the plane.
questioning the authorities.and everyone else abt their chances.
whether they were safe enough at the moment,
whether they ll reach sydney on time.
whether this whether that.
sigh.
and here we are complaining over the most trivial of matters in life.
whereas the people out there are suffering and fighting for their chances to live.
and we take life so very much for granted down here.

and i still wonder,
after all this damages done,
how come no one has pointed a finger at the jews and labelled them as the terrorists instead?
how can no one has lifted a finger to help these muslims from suffering?
how can all of us be brothers n sisters in the same religion?
when all we do is sit and play and watch them die?
what use are we as humans when we are so consumed by our own selfish desires and thoughts so much so that we ignore their cries for justice?

XOXO,
8:40:00 AM

im a freaking robot.
i did 13 hours of work today.
started at 9am.went home at 10pm.
and im coming back at 6am tmorrow.
well the good thng is i get the cab to work.
instead of fightin wif the morning eddiots for bus seats.
on the other hand,im exhausted.
but as long as the money rolls in,
who really cares right?
hmmmm...

Ps:
i fucking hate people who blast off their handphone mp3s in the buses.
like what the hell is your problem playing i swear by all for one at 9 am in the morning?..what in the world wld convince you that everyone in thiss world has the same music taste as you do?crazy fuckshits! if u cant even afford earphones,throw the god damn phone then.stop blasting your pathetic music.im fine with music.but keep it freaking discreet.we need to sleep in the damn bus you know.alot of catching wif sleep is needed.if u wanna act cool,go to the freaking youth park and blast ur music down there.no one will stop you.all those pea brains will stand up n start rapping or something.arsewipes.wake up n smell the fucking belachan la.

XOXO,
8:17:00 AM