Saturday, August 20, 2005

was taking the train back to yishun frm work last night.
when this gay indian couple came over n sat beside me and scummy.

its my first experience with one.
the guy had a moustache and was wearing female gold bangles.
whereas the "woman" was big n burly.
had a plaited ponytail and shaven eyebrows.
it was hilarious to even listen to them converse in tamil.
they were talking in those squeaky high pitched voices,equipped
with all the hand gestures of those gays we see in Movies...

scummy nearly vomitted his dinner out.
and i jus sat then stunned.
it was too disgusting to move.

the best part was,
the 2 nincompoops suddenly switched to talkin in malay! Perfect malay language!
apparently they were gossiping abt the indian guy who was standing in front of them.
actually scolding was more like it.
cause the fella was gawking at them so obviously ever since he stepped in.
like as if he's never seen indian gays before in his entire miserable life.

then again, cant really blame him can we?
i was too shock to move myself.
and my boyfren was on the verge of dying.
due to distraction & excessive laughter control.

XOXO,
4:17:00 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005

saying i love you is an understatement to describe the feelings tt i hold for u.
missing you is not enough to define the emptiness that i feel when u r not around.

silence allows me to look at u for the longest time.
and cherish tt every second tt i was having you by my side.
silence allows me to bath myself in your smiles and laughter.
silence allows me to appreciate ur presence with your teasing and tauntings.

silence makes me realise just how much ive kept u so close all this time.
so hold me, and please dunt let go.

you hold my heart in ur palms.
served on a silver platter.

happy 21st month precious.

XOXO,
7:59:00 AM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

there she goes

had dinner in town wif my favourite girls.
good dinner.good laugh.good jokes.good company.
took neoprints, after what seems like eons since i last took one.
it s so old school...something i did in those sec school days.
sheesh.cant believe i acted kawaii.
busted 100 bucks in shopping.*shoots myself dead*





XOXO,
5:22:00 AM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Smiling thru denial's my specialty

was talking to very close fren of mine on the fon last night.
after a long time.
we were talking abt our working lives.
and how diffrent and difficult things were for him.

he sounded exhausted.
mentally and physically.
he never ever yawned during our fon conversations before.
but last night, he did.
several times in fact.

its funny cause i can throw fifty programming projects at him to be
completed within the week.
and he ll gladly do them without yawning.

but when it comes to being surrounded within 4 walls of an office
with 3 gossiping females as his superiors..
he's on the verge of a mental breakdown.

and they say behind every man's success,there's a woman.
what rubbish.

look at william wallace, he went insane after his wife's murder.
and went on a war rampage which eventually lead to his beheading.

look at archilles, he went back to save the woman he love, only to be shot dead
by a gay-boy.

Troy! was burnt to the grounds,thanks to a seductive unfaithful slut.

women are such vicious creatures.
they do nothing but gossip all day long.
they are so good at backstabbing,so much so tt it's reduced into a daily bad habit.
they come up with the most terrifying ways for revenge.
they plan the meanest plots just to get the things they want.
they lure men into their love traps. be it a married one or not.
they'll worship u as long as u have the cash.

which explains why i have a larger amount of male frens.



i say,
behind every man's suicide, there's a woman.

coming from a female herself.

ps:then again, not all of them are like that.
i tink my mum's a superwoman.
she's absolutely fantastic.
and there's a small amount of females out there tt i keep close to my heart at all times..
*hugs*

XOXO,
12:24:00 AM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

i was cut out from the internet momentarily
thanks to my crazy monitor.
it screwed up on us 3 days back.
and my sister had to drag a huge ugly crt in.
we ll make do with tt i guess.
not much of a choice.

bumped into our very own dear TT Durai
disembarking from some emirates flight tt i was doing.
guess he went to dubai during the national day celebrations cause he
wasnt feeling patriotic enough.lol.
boy did he look like a snob.
i would migrate if i were in his shoes.
at the rate everyone else is looking and sneering up at him.
the poor thieve.

other then that,life has been pretty much the same.
i just ended an exhausting 3 days night shift routine.
tt left me as good as dead.

XOXO,
7:52:00 PM


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