♥ Saturday, October 18, 2003
Walking dead zombies
Yesterday was my dreaded C programming Paper..
I did what i could...
i didnt do whatever i cldnt do.
i juz type my ass off and passed it up.
coz that stinking lab was bloody cold and my Fingers were already half frozen and Numb.
Oh well..
so i went back home and slept my ass off.
Haven had enuf sleep at all for de past few days.
Everyday requires me Waking up at 6 am and sleeping at 3am.
The end of the semester's Coming.
Meaning everyone in skool right now 's either rushing thru their assigments,projects and deadlines.
OR..
Having their faces smack into their lecture notes for their Upcoming papers.
Bloody hell.
I noticed that happening in skool yesterday.
Most of the people i bumped into looked dead.
They walked around with Faraway Looks pasted on their faces.
U actually have to TAP them to get them to notice you.
i prob look like em too.
Hmm..
when is this gona be over..?
Ive been trying to think happy Happy tots for de past week to get over my stressness.
and it actually works!
repeat after me:
Hari raya-->MOney-->Shopping.
Hariraya,MOney,Shopping.
Hariraya Money,Shopping.
See im actually smiling right now.
yeay.
hari raya money shopping.
Aight..im going bonkers.
Ignore me.
Yesterday was my dreaded C programming Paper..
I did what i could...
i didnt do whatever i cldnt do.
i juz type my ass off and passed it up.
coz that stinking lab was bloody cold and my Fingers were already half frozen and Numb.
Oh well..
so i went back home and slept my ass off.
Haven had enuf sleep at all for de past few days.
Everyday requires me Waking up at 6 am and sleeping at 3am.
The end of the semester's Coming.
Meaning everyone in skool right now 's either rushing thru their assigments,projects and deadlines.
OR..
Having their faces smack into their lecture notes for their Upcoming papers.
Bloody hell.
I noticed that happening in skool yesterday.
Most of the people i bumped into looked dead.
They walked around with Faraway Looks pasted on their faces.
U actually have to TAP them to get them to notice you.
i prob look like em too.
Hmm..
when is this gona be over..?
Ive been trying to think happy Happy tots for de past week to get over my stressness.
and it actually works!
repeat after me:
Hari raya-->MOney-->Shopping.
Hariraya,MOney,Shopping.
Hariraya Money,Shopping.
See im actually smiling right now.
yeay.
hari raya money shopping.
Aight..im going bonkers.
Ignore me.
XOXO,
11:20:00 PM
11:20:00 PM
♥ Friday, October 17, 2003
Guilt
I always Looked up to Him.
Respected him for what he was.
Idolised him because of his capabilities and character.
Have Always wanted to be like him.
i was worried.
the only person i could have asked was him.
and when i asked him about her...
he told me a lie.
He noes its a lie.He noes that what he said abt her was NOT true at all.
he walked away and left me standing there in a state of shockness.
shocked coz i never expected him to say that.
Shocked coz i expected him to give me answers and helped her.
shocked coz she does not deserve this treatment.
but he shrugs it off with a Lie.
Hes a hypocrite.a Liar.a disappointment.
i should have never gotten myself involved in this.
I shouldnt have dragged her in it with me too.
she Has always been there for me.
No matter when where how and why.
and what does she get in return for doing that?
shit.
i love her like my own sister.
and what did i get her into?
shit.
i hate them for doing this.
i blame myself for all this mess.
Useless.Gullible.Vulnerable.Naive.Guilty.Hurt.
Im terribly sorry.
I always Looked up to Him.
Respected him for what he was.
Idolised him because of his capabilities and character.
Have Always wanted to be like him.
i was worried.
the only person i could have asked was him.
and when i asked him about her...
he told me a lie.
He noes its a lie.He noes that what he said abt her was NOT true at all.
he walked away and left me standing there in a state of shockness.
shocked coz i never expected him to say that.
Shocked coz i expected him to give me answers and helped her.
shocked coz she does not deserve this treatment.
but he shrugs it off with a Lie.
Hes a hypocrite.a Liar.a disappointment.
i should have never gotten myself involved in this.
I shouldnt have dragged her in it with me too.
she Has always been there for me.
No matter when where how and why.
and what does she get in return for doing that?
shit.
i love her like my own sister.
and what did i get her into?
shit.
i hate them for doing this.
i blame myself for all this mess.
Useless.Gullible.Vulnerable.Naive.Guilty.Hurt.
Im terribly sorry.
XOXO,
7:13:00 PM
7:13:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 15, 2003
A place for my Head
i was Digging thru my Old stuff in order to Find My Long Lost Forsaken Lecture notes..
and Voila ..what do i find Instead?
My dear Old Hybrid Theory Album.
and ive been spending the Past 2 hours juz sitting down and singing OUT aloud ALONE in my room Like a mad woman to With You,A Place for My head,Runaway and Papercut.
For those who dunt noe..im a BIG BIG fan of Linkin Park.
I cant help it.
Call them manufactured..call them "not good Enuf" call them Plastic..
i dunt care....They rawk.
Chester's Sexy..Mike's Bloody Cool and Who in the Bloody Blue Underwear can come up with Those Lyrics!?..
argh.I dunt care.
They rawk.Period.(*conts singing...*)
Papercut
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today?
why am i so uptight today?
Paranoia's all i got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
but I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head.
I
t's like a face that i hold inside
A face that awakes when i close my eyes
A face watches every time i lie
A face that laughs every time i fall
[it watches everything]
So i know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me right underneath my skin
It's like i'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like i can't stop what i'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know i've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but i know what i can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
[and watches everything]
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin.
i was Digging thru my Old stuff in order to Find My Long Lost Forsaken Lecture notes..
and Voila ..what do i find Instead?
My dear Old Hybrid Theory Album.
and ive been spending the Past 2 hours juz sitting down and singing OUT aloud ALONE in my room Like a mad woman to With You,A Place for My head,Runaway and Papercut.
For those who dunt noe..im a BIG BIG fan of Linkin Park.
I cant help it.
Call them manufactured..call them "not good Enuf" call them Plastic..
i dunt care....They rawk.
Chester's Sexy..Mike's Bloody Cool and Who in the Bloody Blue Underwear can come up with Those Lyrics!?..
argh.I dunt care.
They rawk.Period.(*conts singing...*)
Papercut
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today?
why am i so uptight today?
Paranoia's all i got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
but I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head.
I
t's like a face that i hold inside
A face that awakes when i close my eyes
A face watches every time i lie
A face that laughs every time i fall
[it watches everything]
So i know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me right underneath my skin
It's like i'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like i can't stop what i'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know i've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but i know what i can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
[and watches everything]
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin.
XOXO,
8:01:00 PM
8:01:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Spore's Brainiest Kid
The WITCH wunt be Updating her site TT OFTEN frm Today Onwards due to de Fact that her Exams are Around the corner.
In fact,The first Paper is this Saturday*gasp*.
so shes going on a "Cold Turkey Treatment" from The World Wide Web.
This Includes...Blogging..MSNing..JUNKemailing..Chatting..and Surfing for Johnny depp's Nude pictures.
so she wld Like to apologise if she Haven been tagging ur Board lately ...but worry NOT!..for she will Be back....
Ps:She has also Finally Set up Accounts on EverybodysConnected N Friendster.:)..so yea..If u Bump into her while Browsing thru ...then do add her as ur fren:)..
Yea right..so much for "cold turkey Treatment" huh...sheesh.*rollseyes*
The WITCH wunt be Updating her site TT OFTEN frm Today Onwards due to de Fact that her Exams are Around the corner.
In fact,The first Paper is this Saturday*gasp*.
so shes going on a "Cold Turkey Treatment" from The World Wide Web.
This Includes...Blogging..MSNing..JUNKemailing..Chatting..and Surfing for Johnny depp's Nude pictures.
so she wld Like to apologise if she Haven been tagging ur Board lately ...but worry NOT!..for she will Be back....
Ps:She has also Finally Set up Accounts on EverybodysConnected N Friendster.:)..so yea..If u Bump into her while Browsing thru ...then do add her as ur fren:)..
Yea right..so much for "cold turkey Treatment" huh...sheesh.*rollseyes*
XOXO,
6:47:00 PM
6:47:00 PM
♥ Monday, October 13, 2003
got this frm nini's site..hehehz..dark blue..hmmm i shall try it out one day..
dark blue, metallic green or bright colors
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XOXO,
10:17:00 PM
10:17:00 PM
StudentEsurvey
If theres ONE person in this Godforsaken skool that i hate...
It HAS to be my Integrated and design DeveLopment aka UNIGRAPHICS Lab tutor aka MR Teo..
Right at this moment,i have 1001 ways to Torture and Kill him Sadistically.
the Old Lout is One Bloody Stupid Cheena Piang(thanks to jon for teaching me this word) Eunuch i tell ya.
he has All the Makings of the Next QingShiHuang(for those who dunnoe..hes the evil emperor of the Qing Dynasty)
He gossips.Hes Biased.(he BITCH abt the students he hate to the other Bootlickers[linda n lirong] around him.)
He stereotypes students before even giving them a chance to prove their pathetic selves.
He hates Our guts(that includes Lynn and Yanqing's )
Hes ugly.
He bALD.
his teaching techniques sucks.
hes probably Bisexual.
Its bad enuf ..he refuses to Attend to the slower students in the class....which obviously includes the WITCH and her sidekicks.
N when They were Blessed with Fs for their Practicals..they decided that its abt time they turn into saints.
So instead of running to the Fucking eunuch for help..they took matters into their own hands.which was booking the lab on a Saturday.and sitting down and completing the whole project by themselves.
which they Miraculously DID.Unbelievable,i noe.
BUT when they proudly presented their Project to the Lame ass MotherToot*..he didnt believe them!..he accused them of Stealing other student's Projects and saving it up as their own!
Imagine that!
*grrrr*
*bloody pissed off*
If theres ONE person in this Godforsaken skool that i hate...
It HAS to be my Integrated and design DeveLopment aka UNIGRAPHICS Lab tutor aka MR Teo..
Right at this moment,i have 1001 ways to Torture and Kill him Sadistically.
the Old Lout is One Bloody Stupid Cheena Piang(thanks to jon for teaching me this word) Eunuch i tell ya.
he has All the Makings of the Next QingShiHuang(for those who dunnoe..hes the evil emperor of the Qing Dynasty)
He gossips.Hes Biased.(he BITCH abt the students he hate to the other Bootlickers[linda n lirong] around him.)
He stereotypes students before even giving them a chance to prove their pathetic selves.
He hates Our guts(that includes Lynn and Yanqing's )
Hes ugly.
He bALD.
his teaching techniques sucks.
hes probably Bisexual.
Its bad enuf ..he refuses to Attend to the slower students in the class....which obviously includes the WITCH and her sidekicks.
N when They were Blessed with Fs for their Practicals..they decided that its abt time they turn into saints.
So instead of running to the Fucking eunuch for help..they took matters into their own hands.which was booking the lab on a Saturday.and sitting down and completing the whole project by themselves.
which they Miraculously DID.Unbelievable,i noe.
BUT when they proudly presented their Project to the Lame ass MotherToot*..he didnt believe them!..he accused them of Stealing other student's Projects and saving it up as their own!
Imagine that!
*grrrr*
*bloody pissed off*
XOXO,
1:30:00 AM
1:30:00 AM
♥ Sunday, October 12, 2003
My December
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams.
This is me pretending.
This is all I need.
And I Just wish that
I didn't feel Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to.
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home.
This is my December
This is me alone.
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams.
This is me pretending.
This is all I need.
And I Just wish that
I didn't feel Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to.
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home.
This is my December
This is me alone.
XOXO,
6:33:00 AM
6:33:00 AM