♥ Saturday, November 22, 2003
Hang in there
In the midst of my current blissfulness
ive Ignored a fren.
u didnt want me to noe what happened.
u pretended to be fine.
and acted as if everything was alright.
coz u wanted me to remain happy.
and u wanted to be happy for me.
i read ur blog dear.
I noe sumthing's not right.
Ur definitely not fine.
things will take a turn for the better for you.
dunt worry.
its juz a sucky phase in life everyone goes thru in life.
shit happens all the time.to everyone i guess.
nows ur turn.
i noe its easier said then done.
but be strong aight?
i called u juz now.
But to no avail.
im sorry that i wasnt there.
and i juz want u to noe that
im juz a call away if u need anything.
whatever it is.
im here for you aight?
In the midst of my current blissfulness
ive Ignored a fren.
u didnt want me to noe what happened.
u pretended to be fine.
and acted as if everything was alright.
coz u wanted me to remain happy.
and u wanted to be happy for me.
i read ur blog dear.
I noe sumthing's not right.
Ur definitely not fine.
things will take a turn for the better for you.
dunt worry.
its juz a sucky phase in life everyone goes thru in life.
shit happens all the time.to everyone i guess.
nows ur turn.
i noe its easier said then done.
but be strong aight?
i called u juz now.
But to no avail.
im sorry that i wasnt there.
and i juz want u to noe that
im juz a call away if u need anything.
whatever it is.
im here for you aight?
XOXO,
9:39:00 AM
9:39:00 AM
♥ Thursday, November 20, 2003
Take me back to the stars.
The open sea.Splashing waves.Silent Breeze.
Quiet.Peace.Tranquility.N only you.
Blissfulness.
Yesterday was Beautiful.
Thank you so much.
for spending it with me.
for entertaining my weird antics.
for smiling.
& for being your wonderful self.
Everything juz seemed so Unreal and Magical.
Its juz Unforgettable.
Like you and i agreed on..
the future holds no promises.
But we ll take it slowly one day at a time ok?
i love you.
The open sea.Splashing waves.Silent Breeze.
Quiet.Peace.Tranquility.N only you.
Blissfulness.
Yesterday was Beautiful.
Thank you so much.
for spending it with me.
for entertaining my weird antics.
for smiling.
& for being your wonderful self.
Everything juz seemed so Unreal and Magical.
Its juz Unforgettable.
Like you and i agreed on..
the future holds no promises.
But we ll take it slowly one day at a time ok?
i love you.
XOXO,
10:48:00 AM
10:48:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Me,My sister and Geylang.
i juz had to put these up on my site.for more please visit..Kohleyes
WITCH..
SpaceCraft!
KohlEyes..
Lovely isnt it?
Can u see the Light?
i juz had to put these up on my site.for more please visit..Kohleyes
WITCH..
SpaceCraft!
KohlEyes..
Lovely isnt it?
Can u see the Light?
XOXO,
8:17:00 AM
8:17:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Reflections
For de past 2 years,
ive been waiting for his damn calls to come.
everyday was a test of patience.
every ring made me Hope that it was at least his Voice that said hello to me.
the smallest things i did reminded me of him.
He called.
Yes he did.
He would call to ask me how am i.
He would mock me for being the same person that im.
He would make me feel small little useless and pathetic.
He would say how disappointed he was in me.
But i didnt mind.
I took it all in stride.
and smiled my way thru.
coz of my hopeless devotion to him.
for what he used to be.
But today.
the tables turned.
Funny how i didnt even want to pick up his call.
Funny how i felt disgusted at hearing his Voice.
Funny how he was explaining his pathetic situation.
and declaring his Undying Love or whatever it was he define it as.
funny how UnInterested i was to participate in the conversation.
Funny how he was begging to tok to me for a longer period.
Cause all i could think abt during that conversation was YOU.
all i wanted to do was to Hang up on him.
and calling YOU up.
Juz so i can hear YOUR voice.
Cause all i wanted to hear was,
You calling out my name.
you disturbing me.
your laughter.
you irritating the living daylights out of me.
To call you and let everything out of my system.
to cry and cry and cry.
all my insecurities.all my confusion.all my fears away.
for you to soothe this whole god damn painful experience away.
for you to tell me that everything will be ok.
and that you ll be there no matter what happens.
im sorry i feel this way.
i cant help it.
im so terribly sorry.
rescue me will you?
For de past 2 years,
ive been waiting for his damn calls to come.
everyday was a test of patience.
every ring made me Hope that it was at least his Voice that said hello to me.
the smallest things i did reminded me of him.
He called.
Yes he did.
He would call to ask me how am i.
He would mock me for being the same person that im.
He would make me feel small little useless and pathetic.
He would say how disappointed he was in me.
But i didnt mind.
I took it all in stride.
and smiled my way thru.
coz of my hopeless devotion to him.
for what he used to be.
But today.
the tables turned.
Funny how i didnt even want to pick up his call.
Funny how i felt disgusted at hearing his Voice.
Funny how he was explaining his pathetic situation.
and declaring his Undying Love or whatever it was he define it as.
funny how UnInterested i was to participate in the conversation.
Funny how he was begging to tok to me for a longer period.
Cause all i could think abt during that conversation was YOU.
all i wanted to do was to Hang up on him.
and calling YOU up.
Juz so i can hear YOUR voice.
Cause all i wanted to hear was,
You calling out my name.
you disturbing me.
your laughter.
you irritating the living daylights out of me.
To call you and let everything out of my system.
to cry and cry and cry.
all my insecurities.all my confusion.all my fears away.
for you to soothe this whole god damn painful experience away.
for you to tell me that everything will be ok.
and that you ll be there no matter what happens.
im sorry i feel this way.
i cant help it.
im so terribly sorry.
rescue me will you?
XOXO,
10:21:00 AM
10:21:00 AM
♥ Monday, November 17, 2003
Damn damn damn!
Starhub server's Down.
Holy Jabroni Monkey's ass.
i wanna SMS..BUT i cant.
what the.
aight going geylang later.
wish me LUCK ppl.
hopefully i wunt get lost or even kidnapped for being S R Nathan's Grandaughter.
alittle note to sumone:
i wish that conversation last night didnt end.
bloody pandemonium.
anyways im still recovering frm my state of shockness.
Thank you.
You made me smile first thing in the morning when i woke up today.
like a retarded papaddum.
sheesh.haha.
dunt miss me too much aight?;)
Starhub server's Down.
Holy Jabroni Monkey's ass.
i wanna SMS..BUT i cant.
what the.
aight going geylang later.
wish me LUCK ppl.
hopefully i wunt get lost or even kidnapped for being S R Nathan's Grandaughter.
alittle note to sumone:
i wish that conversation last night didnt end.
bloody pandemonium.
anyways im still recovering frm my state of shockness.
Thank you.
You made me smile first thing in the morning when i woke up today.
like a retarded papaddum.
sheesh.haha.
dunt miss me too much aight?;)
XOXO,
9:50:00 PM
9:50:00 PM
Gotham city and shitheads
i was so damn bored.
i actually tried to entertain my sick self by watching BatMan and Robin.
Bloody hell.
tok abt bloody lame show with damn lame cheesy Dialogue.
I nearly slept.
batgirl looks fat.
George Clooney's cute but what the hell is he doing in tt show?
and yea..Our New Californian Governor is ICEMAN fo god's sake.
The show's Only salvation must be Uma Thurman
she looks Hot as usual.
Other then that,its a super sick show.
*bleah*
Pass me SpideyBoy or Wolverine anytime man.
i was so damn bored.
i actually tried to entertain my sick self by watching BatMan and Robin.
Bloody hell.
tok abt bloody lame show with damn lame cheesy Dialogue.
I nearly slept.
batgirl looks fat.
George Clooney's cute but what the hell is he doing in tt show?
and yea..Our New Californian Governor is ICEMAN fo god's sake.
The show's Only salvation must be Uma Thurman
she looks Hot as usual.
Other then that,its a super sick show.
*bleah*
Pass me SpideyBoy or Wolverine anytime man.
XOXO,
5:24:00 AM
5:24:00 AM