"Look at me, Look at the library.
if the library's a church, then i ll be the devil."

THAT is how much my ScumBag detest reading.

On the other Hand, im a Book-a-ho-lic.
I LOVE to read.
From Enid Blyton' Gnomes Faeries and Pixies to Rl Stine's Teen Killings and Violent crappy murder plots..
From Christopher Pike's Weird Cosmic Concepts to Patricia Potter's Pirate love stories..
From Judith Mcnaught's Medieval English Love stories to Julie Garwood's Gallant Scottish Lairds.. ..
From JK rowling's Hogwarts to Robert Jordan's Aes sedais...

Ohhh..i can go ON and on about this.

and dear dear scumbag,it doesnt matter whether u like reading or not..
as long as u can follow me Into that same Library aka Church u detest so much..to get my books..
then i ll still be the happiest duck alive;)..

ViVa la Li-BRA-Ries!

XOXO,
7:14:00 PM

I love love love love this song..
i love love love love this song..
i love love love this song...

Lamb's Gorecki

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still in my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs
Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

The one I've waited for

XOXO,
7:16:00 PM

Bursaries and me

Before i forget,Happy 23rd birthday to The only Sister i have On this god forsaken spit of a planet.
as much as i Hate to admit it,
despite all the times u make me feel like gutting ur intestines out and hanging u dead with them on a moving fan,
I love you.*pukes*..i hate to be mushy..but oh nvm..jus this once i guess...
Though ive always wondered why god hadnt made me the Elder one in the family
which would also mean that i have every right to kill u with my own bare hands.
*evil smile*
cheers bitch.

The ceremony is happening this saturday.
and its the first for me, being an idiot all my life.
i seriously am not looking forward to this.

i hate going on stages.
they scare the living shits out of me even if its for a few seconds..
to make matters worst,
dad and his collegues and all their smart ass kids are gonna be there.
so now theres Formalities to adhere to..
damn it.

i hate giving out fake smiles and being polite to ppl i dunt even know.
ill prob feel like an outcasted freak down there.
but then again ..thats me i guess.
sucky shit.
*bleah*

XOXO,
8:51:00 PM

getting my priorities right

i need to get my priorities right.
I shldnt even be prioritizing when im not prioritized at all in the first place.
i shldnt expect alot i know.
but its getting on my nerves.

i shouldnt complain.
i shouldnt demand the attention im craving for.
i shouldnt whine about how life goes on right now for me.
and how tough it is for me to get use to it this way.
ill shut up for once.
and get on with it.

ill let nothing affect me in anyway or whatsoever.
ill not be weak.

XOXO,
6:52:00 AM

things i need right NOW->

1. MP3 Player.
2. a whole new wadrobe.
3. paracetamol.
4. a new fon..i miss NOKIA
5.muhammad feroz

XOXO,
6:19:00 AM