Turquoise

Juz got back home from Geylang..no dunt get the wrong idea...
daddy drag us down there to get curtains for Hari Raya this year.
Bloody enthusiastic...But the curtains we ended up getting were nice..
i even manage to get The cloth for my suit this year too..yeay!( so bimbotic)
*evilgrinz*...

This morning ..i had to drag myself out of bed for a meeting wif the SA orientation Comittee
..Discussed abt our proposal and all..
So many many things to do...urgh...
Haniza and me Bumped into our darling freshies..
We hung around at Macdonalds wif them for awhile,since there was nothing else better to do then..

Shocking little Facts of the Freshies that we manage to Gut out frm them...:
-Jegan Looked like a Pakistani Bapuk in his Secondary 4 ezlink card.
-Irwan was Absolutely HIdeous in his Secondary skool days..Wonder what he did to himself..sheesh..Plastic surgery i guess?
-Jegan ,Irwan and Esmail Hates Vignesh..whom Both me and Haniza Hate too..
-Jegan & Irwan did their Own piercings...FOoking Gross i tell you.
-Jegan looks Indian Muslim but Suprisingly has sum British Blood in him..which we Refuse to Believe.
-Irwan Claims that He s Italian Chinese...which we refuse to believe too...coz if he is..then we noe that Italian Chinese ppl resembles Chucky the Killer doll.
-jegan and Irwan thinks Warren is an asshole too..?
-Esmail thinks He shld juz quit skool ..coz EI sucks.

ah hell..theres too many more too mention rite now...if i do manage to get more out i shall update u ppl on it aight..
Like who the hell really cares..sheesh...
basically im juz tired...and sick..so yea..ill scram now..Nites ppl:P

XOXO,
8:02:00 AM

U asshole

Its a friday and i hav onnly 2 hours of lessons later..and suprisingly no one called me up for any meetings today.
But in a way thats good..coz i do plan to go home and catch up on sum sleep.
ill be getting ready in while...i hate to drag myself out of bed for skool..who doesnt..sheesh...
esp when its only 2 hours of lecture...which i ll prob not pay any attention too..

I look around myself and see many many new couples going on together after the SIT orientation event..
Practically 6 new couples amng the Ogls i guess..or even more...
Sumtimes i really wonder how come its so simple for them..to juz get together and start dating seriously like that...
in a matter of like a week of noeing each other..
Ive even come to a point where i envy all this small simplicities in life..
which i dunt really have thanks to my oh so very Complicated and Twisted Mind.

i need a life.
Too many Meetings and skool activities will only lead me more into my "little Kingdom of Dullness"..
i dunt even have time to comb my hair.
i better stop yakking now...got to get my ass down to skool..
damn it.

XOXO,
6:06:00 PM

Goodness Gracious Me

i did the most unbelievable thing last nite.
Im torn between Embarrassement and Anger And Feeling Stupid...
Im even luffing rite now...This is simply Ridiculous...what the Fuck!!

I still cant Believe i Did that last nite.
Oh my god.
If i can Blush i think i wld be blushing rite now.
but then again im brown in color and brown ppl dunt turn pink..they juz turn a slight maroon if they do.
damn it.

I did the Most Unbelievable thing last nite.
Sumthing i wld never EVER do.
sumthing Thats against all my "Principles" in life!..
sumthing i swore i wld never do...But i did...Bloody HELL.
And oh nono..it aint sex.sheesh.

To you: i wld like to assure u that that WLD never happened again.
so u can juz dream on abt me letting my guard down again towards you.

Ahhh..Kinah ur soo screweddd!!!

XOXO,
9:28:00 PM

Dear Lie

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie

I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

XOXO,
8:15:00 AM

Parody

If Life cldnt get more hectic for me, i found out yesterday much to my surprise...
That im Made Bloody Assistant Stage Manager for this year's SIT Voiceout event!!
Thats like second in command next to the Stage Manager....
all of a Sudden im the 2nd most important Woman After Hadirman and The Pride and Joy of EI Ogls..
(according to Nigel)...sheesh....what in the blue hell..
how did i get into all this???

I use to be Yishun secondary skool's Pride and Joy of the "Slackers Clan"..
My members will bow dwn in shame if they see me like this..
We made fun of all those Skool jockeys and atheletes..
( we use to sit at the top part of de stadium during the trial Runs for Sports day and made fun of the girls when they run...with all those Boobs moving ..sheesh)..Im ashamed of myself.haha.
i joined like 7 clubs in my sec skool life and quit all within a span of 3 weeks...
that includes Netball(i hate the girls),Art club(i hate the ppl in it),
aIR RIFLE(My maths teacher was in charge of it.kept asking me for Overdue HOmework during shooting..i felt like shooting him myself)
NPCC..(i hate the ppl)...etc etc..
i was the 2nd last girl for my skool cross country event in sec 3..
i was the LAST girl for my skool's cross country in sec 4...
and i took pride in those achievements!
i got a freaking f9 for my cca...in sec 4...(y am i not surprise)
For me...Life's great when u go straight home after skool and sleep.
Till now...

My sister the NObrainner...Has always been the Direct Opposite of me.
she has always been the active participant in skool.
Taking part in sports day and getting Individual champion for 3 yrs straight yada yada..
She was a Loyal member of the NPCC clan..(YUck)..nak cuci choli jerrr...
She got top ten for all the cross country events...
HOw diff can Sisters get?..dunt ask me man....i have no idea.

Nobrainner's Mission in life...for all those who dunt noe..
is to make her younger Sister turn out to be sumthing like her.(IMpossible)
so when the WITCH stepped into Poly..without Further ado..
she virtually Dragged her sister down to Stagearts...by her Hair..
and threatened to diSowned the WITCH if she quits StageArts after 3 weeks.
She then Manipulated the WITCH to take Part in SIT 's events and the club itself..
she Baited the WITCH saying that there ll be a Number of cutie pies in SIT.
and so the Poor WITCH...went for it..after mucch Consideration done.

so After one year in skool...(of doing shitty work given by the seniors and tolerating all those bloody Club politics..)
The WITCH..Much to her own Disgust..finds herself..in a BIG mess.that she cant get out from.Too late...it aint 3 weeks man..its a year.
Bloody hell.
Lab assisting...Managing Theatre Management team...Vice chairman for StageArts orientation..Now Assistant Stage Manager for Voiceout!!..
Munira..u shld have told me this last week!Betrayer!!
Im fucked.
i need a moment.
Im sure Nobrainner is Smiling to herself rite now.
*urgh*

XOXO,
7:56:00 PM

Home Sweet Home

My sunday was spent entirely at home.which was what i wanted dreadfully.
I Needed rest.Bigtime..
And one sunday is Definitely not enough..sheesh..can i not go skool tomorrow?

The Wedding yesterday was a God damn Tiring Business i tell you.
It was my First attempt at Being a "kendarat" unbelievably..i never did bother abt such stuff..
but i did this basically coz of my Ustad(though the last time i actually had time to attend his lessons was 3 weeks ago?)
It was his Youngest Daughter's Wedding..and boy was she one of the prettiest Bride ive ever seen.
she looked like a porcelain doll.*bloody hell*
But sheesh..its so fun being the Bride ...though i heard its mentally Tiring...
but hell im sure its not as tiring as walking to and fro like more then 50 times across the Void deck juz serving Lots and Lots of Women..
Well most of the Makciks and Neneks are really sweet..but as usually there are the RottenGrapes.
and i must say that was the Hardest 10 bucks i ever had to earn.

Give me Lab assisting anytime man..
Shake my legs,Air conditioned Lab,NO makcik Poking me at the arm asking me to get her a glass of Water...*rolleyes*
And yea ..the wedding has its Fair share of eye candies too..
Being an IndianMuslimArabian wedding...There were quite a few i manage to Notice..while serving those Makciks..*evilgrinz*
MUlticolored Eyed ppl...sheesh.

But oh well...On the whole..it was a good first experience..i didnt manage to embarrase myself in public by spilling sum drinks or anything like that.
*phew*
and my sis's students were being their usual darling selves;)..
another one of them asked me my age again*rolls eye*
she tot i was 15...What the Fook!....urgh..its abt time i do sumthing abt this Small misconception.
Gd nite ppl..Njoy ur week..i hope ill enjoy mine...sheesh.

XOXO,
9:03:00 AM