been awake since 5am.
Bad enough the room aint blessed with air conditioning.
and im stuck in this kinda weather.
Insane.How to sleep when ur feeling sticky and hot all over?
^%*&&&*^%$%#$#%#$

i need a change in climate.
work beckons.
at times, i feel lik the only cuckoo around
who wakes up on a SUNDAY morning for work.

by the by,Chris Tucker's hilarious.Completely Irrelevant i know.

Ps:Scram sucker.

XOXO,
2:29:00 PM

my days are spent eating consistently.
and sleeping consecutively.
which explains the rapid progress of blubber growth on my body.
and thats not good.
cause i went to levi s recently to get myself a pair of god damn jeans.
and there s none that i can fit in.

what?..now levi' campaigning for anorexic chicks is it?
bloody helll.
fuck it la.Fuck Levi's.
haha.Im jus depress.

oh well.shrugs,its ok.i can settle for something else.like dorothy perkins.
maternity wear and all...sigh.

the state i am reduced too!Pathetic.

Ps: is it just me or has my pink stripey background vanished?
bad enough i cant seem to havve the time to put up a freaking tagboard.
hmmmm.

XOXO,
6:02:00 AM

Must Read
In my opinion ,one of the greatest blogger around in the 21st Century.Effing Entertaining.Nods heads.
BlankTopChronicles

XOXO,
11:08:00 AM

*3 Reasons why i am back to Irritate People*

1.I no longer need to beg Mastan for the damn PC these days.Thanks to My Spanking New LapTop!(Its a Her and i ve christened her Lolita)So to hell with Mastan and BUBU and their World of Warcraft Crap.*wipes tears* Freaking Deprived me of my World Wide Web for 7 bloody months.

2.Boredom Kills.I Refuse to just surf the world wide web for Friendster Updates Only and resort to reading Shit written by 12 year old Blogger wannabes abt their first Bfs and the Pussycat Dolls.

3.i dunt have the Heart to delete my Blog.Its been with me through my Polydays Mind you.Bloody Hell.How can?So no Choice update la.

so there Im back.After 7 freaking Months(!!???)..
woooho anybody hear me?..anybody there?
I doubt so.But who cares.The blog's been dusty and its all my fault.
Blame it on the lack of time,Settling into the new job.
Doing Crazy Shifts and sleeping on every other off day.
Now now,well let's see.Life's Been Great!
God's been Kind to me one too many times.
Too too Kind to an undeserving arseswipe like me.
But thanks anyway.*chants silent thank you prayer to god*

ill try my bloody best to update.
i will i will.

PS:Feroz.Yes.Stop Luffing.i am back.Alive n kicking ass on this blog.I ll try and write sweet nauseating nothings to you also ok?Mwaaks si Daisies.

XOXO,
8:38:00 AM

My sacrifice
another year.
getting older.
time flies.damn fast if u ask me.
bring me back to those days,
when the playground was D coolest hangout around.
when the biggest problem was not getting that darn pretty barbie doll in toys R us.
when the world revolves around u,ur parents,ur carebears and little ponies.

someone told me,
"life's pretty simple.its just how people go around complicating it.
who s to judge whats right or wrong?
define moral values and traditions and cultures?
to hell with the society.
it's your life.and you do it your way.
be it right or wrong."

thanks.i needed that.aLot.

XOXO,
7:32:00 PM

work's been a ok..
getting the hang out of things.
slowly opening up to the new people.
i love daphne.
she brings out the kid in me.really.
my fucking cute "pikungmama"
cant wait for the course to start.
will finally be studying again,can hardly wait.

life's been pleasant.
despite the many complications.
my future's not as bleak as before.
at least now,i know where im going.
i know what i want.
hopefully,with scummy beside me at the same time.
we came up with this ultimate dream team plan..
and to get that,
i ll need to get my own goals up n going first right?
hmmm..
nevertheless,
i pray it ll work.

by the way,i like eragon.
flying dragons ,fantasy shit and all.
nods.
my kinda movie.
sometimes its nice to get away from the boring real world.
even though it lasted for only a short 2 hours in front of some wide-screen panel.
winks.

XOXO,
7:32:00 PM

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

XOXO,
3:04:00 AM