Love??
its these rare quiet moments i have with myself that gets me thinking.
Gets me thinking real hard.
On what do I really want in life at the end of it all?
On the ambitions that i never had or bothered abt at all?
On my so called Dreams?
On my priorities in life.
WHO and what do i prioritize?
what the hell do i want?
be in love?
provided i go thru all of Love's shitty ups and downs like every other couple does?
(trust me.i ve heard enough negative love stories to last me for a freaking lifetime)
or be alone.
Uncommited to anyone or anything in particular.
Feelingless.Nothingness.an swirling deep Empty Void that goes on n on.
what the hell is the defination behind love anyway?
Sacrificing?..giving in? understanding?..forgiving?
just to make the other party happy?..just to see that smile?
I really dont know.
Ambitionless.
I feel like a loser.
I hate being alone.
I hate this silence.
I hate being un-occupied.
i hate feeling this way.
maybe i just miss him like crazy.
thats y.
damn.damn.damn.