dear feroz
goodbye again for this week.
i ll have to wait for another 5 god damn days before i see you again.
maybe we can elope this time?
run away to another country.
we'll have our wedding in russia during winter with red roses scattered all over.
somewhere free..and not so full of constraints..
where they dunt have to take you away frm me.
we'll be farmers. and we ll grow durian trees.
and rear cows and chickens.
we 'll have 5 kids.
or maybe 10?
thats up to you.
im absolutely fine when any figure;)
we'll play snap all day long.
and see you lose.
we'll sit by the river and eat your favourite fruit tarts.
we'll laugh dance and play the whole day through.
i can learn how to cook hainanese chicken rice
and we can eat that for dinner everyday.
we' ll have our mocha frap and oreo cheesecake for teatime.
then we can ride horses and grow beautiful pink flowers.
Ohh what a life it would be!
a life filled with beautiful pink sunsets and brightly coloured rainbows.
i promise i ll be the beautiful docile cute wife!
maybe a little less clumsy..
lets get married alright!
love,
Kinah