I've realised
January 2005,
Alot of things has happened this month.
Things that i Never tot would take place.
Things that i Never wanted in the first place.
No, it didnt happened to me.
But it happened so close to the heart.
And so fast,That i think about it ever so often.
It changed my perspectives in alot of views.
Its like an emotional rollercoaster ride,that goes up and down.
That you go through with Hopes and dreams.
Praying that u ll make it out alive at the end of it all.
And all these while ,you try so hard to
Keep up a strong front.
But no one saw the tears behind all those smiles and laughter.
No one saw you crumbling ever so slowly.
No one knew.
And then one day u woke up,realised that u are sick of it all.
That theres no use fighting for something
that will never happen.
And you threw everything down into that drain.
You walk off & never turn back.
Walking off was obviously not easy.
Picking up the missing pieces and
slowly putting them all back together is even harder.
But nonetheless,
You are doing a great Job out of it.
And i respect you even more for that Sister.
i may not be good at displaying my thoughts and feelings.
But damn it, im impress.
You made the right choice.
and you ll be better off without him.
cause there's many more people out there
who loves you more then he does.
Lets just wait for the next shiny big red apple to
drop on your head again alright?