Take me away from me
Physically n emotionally drained out.
thats what ive been feeling for de past few days.
I need to go thru a metamorphosis of some kind.
Ive come to a stage whereby i find the person that ive turned out to be,
very nauseating.
i have alot of questions for myself that i cant find answers for.
Ive alot of self reflecting done and sadly,
most of them arent that positive..
I am beginning to feel an almost violent sense of Hatred for the woman that ive become.
so much so that i feel shameful of myself..
its just me.
No one else is to be blame i guess.
Me and only me.
Suddenly,
I dunt really wanna be me after all..
i need to change.
"crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
i look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
i can't go on like this
i loathe all i've become"