shes driven to an insane urge of proving herself wrong.
that shes not as lost as she thinks she is.
that everything's not as bad as it seems.
and life is nothing but a bed of roses.
shes driven to an insane urge of ignoring that fear in her.
that fear of waking up in the morning,
and realising that everything 's gone.
and life's back to square one.
just like how it used to be.