My pillar of Strength-My Father
Dearest papa,
That small gesture u did last night may have seem small.
But you had no idea what it meant to me.
That small gesture u did made me realise what a great man i think you are.
It reminded me of how grateful im to god for making me your daughter.
It even made me felt Unworthy of ur Love.
For tt one moment.
i was ashamed of myself.
of all the wrong doings ive done for the past few years.
i so want to be tt perfect daughter you ve always thought i was.
But im so very sorry that i wasnt.
i wish i can cry my hearts out to you.
tell you how sorry im for all those mistakes ive done.
i wish i can express my feelings out to you.
tell you how much i love you.
even though i dunt say it out to u at all when mastan and sis says it.
even though i dunt kiss u on the cheek when mastan and sis does it.
even though i refuse to apologise to u knowing that its my fault.
you are simply wonderful.
thank you for being in my life.
thank you for being my pillar of strength.
thank you for loving me.