Its a damn cold night
this is even more tormenting then i thought..
ive done basically everything that can be done to occupy my sick mind..
but nothing's working..
i tried to finish jude deveraux's remembrance..but my eyes got tired halfway thru..
i spent like 4 hours on friendster surfing aimlessly on profiles n pictures..*yawnz*
i even attempted to clean my pigsty of a Cupboard..holysheesh..but to no avail..
it still remains a pigsty till now..
its so quiet today.
hasnt been this quiet for quite some time.
this silence is killing me.
*sigh*