Bleed and die.
I juz let go of sumone very very dear to me.Im sorry.I had to do it.
Its the only sensible thing to do. i hate to cry.Its a sign of weakness.
and i dunt like to be weak.Im not even thinking straight at this moment.
My mind's a mess.and i dunt wanna make decisions that ill look back to and regret one day.
Sumone once told me never to listen to my heart when it comes to choices..
the heart only wants what u desire...but the mind's the sensible one,so use it.
i followed.
Ive come to a realisation that my life has been in a state of Denial for the past 1 and half years.Half of all the things i say r juz basically denials.
What i show on the outside ,is not what it seems inside.Its juz a fake front.
ive been a hypocrite to myself.
im sorry again.