~I dunnoe~
The conversation we had last night, only made me Wonder abt so many things.I wonder y do u pretend everything's fine.I wonder y do u hide yourself from me knowing that ill still noe .I wonder y u insist on Hiding the Better you.I wonder whether it hurts U to even tok to me..coz it Hurts me.I wonder y do u make yourself sound like the worst scum of de earth when your not.Y are u pretending?..Whats the point of Hiding?..What do u get? Ur a walking contradiction.U dun mean half of all the things u said.The only reason y u said them was Me.U wanted Me to have the Impression that ur a lowlife scum.U wanted me to Have the Impression that u changed.But truthfully, all i can see is this person who tries too hard to make me Hate him.And its not working at all.Honestly,i still see that person i fell in love with few years back.Juz a very Bruised one.And one who's trying to be sumone hes not.Maybe u think im shallow enuf to believe this "Pretence".Maybe not.Maybe im wrong.Maybe not.But i cant help but feel this way.I wonder if u even read my blogs in de first place.Maybe u do.Maybe u dunt.*sigh*...