Black Sun.
Happy BIrthday to me!..Finally 18 at last.It abt time though i still dun look 18.I still get ppl asking me which sec level am i in.But hey today was great!..Till today,i never realised how much my frens all noe me soo well.My 5 chinese buddies in skool got me this smashing red top and those "pyjamas" pants ive always wanted!..they refuse to get black for me ...sheesh*and Wat can i say..Fara and Hairul did the sweetest thing...They actually came dwn all the way dwn to my pathetic skool..even though the canteens were all closed to the public.Juz the both of em equip with a small chocolate cake and an absolutely gorgeous bracelet...for me.Specially for Me!Jus for me.I was shocked out of my wits.And really touch at de same time.I juz simply love u guys.U r de best pals anyone on earth can ever be blessed wif, though i noe i will never tell this to u both straight in de face.*sigh*..Followed up by the normal cake cutting(Black Forest! anyone?) ceremony at home and my mum cooking up a storm in the kitchen.(Dalcha!!).So now i m sitting in front of the monitor with a bulging tummy and a contented satisfy smile plastered on my face:)...And again i wanna say A million Thanks to all u wonderful ppl out there,who wished me last nite and today tt is.i love u guys too:)..(im beginning to sound like Michael Jackson..Sheesh!)...
To one particular person:
U noe wat?...it doesnt matter if u dun care abt me anymore..it doesnt matter if u think i cease to exist.and it doesnt matter that u didnt even bother Wishing me Happy birthday!....i really dun give 2 farks to U..i really dun..To hell with u and all ur whinny crap.Ur a sore pain in de butt.UR a pain in My butt.So scram please.I will NOT allow myself to feel depress Juz coz u want me too..If tt was ur intention ..then SORRY ,its not working anymore.U can go find sumone else to play wif now.Ta :):):)